The Girl From Yesterday
16 years ago
I have been in school for two days and already things are crazy. I knew things would be worse this year.
My boyfriend broke up with me because we 'never talked'. We texted several times each day and talked on the phone every night until my cell messed up on Thursday. He texted my best friend yesterday and told her to tell me it's over.
Things are weird with the church I used to go to. Even after a lot of people left, things are still bad and I've been hearing about it and it makes me nervous or upset or whatever.
Things with my family are still bad. Not my mom, dad, and sister family, but with my dad's side of the family. Everything keeps happening. It's like something new is always happening, or something else is always adding on and my parents talk about it all the time even though they know I hate it because I've told them several times that I hate it.
My mom and I are constantly fighting. I feel like she never listens to me when I try talking about something important, then she gets mad/frustrated that I don't talk much.
This guy is already starting crap at school. I feel so fake at school, like I'm just pretending so nobody will wonder. I feel like I'm just on the edge of a break down and that soon I'll just flip out on someone. It's crazy. Anyone else feel like that?
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