Autobiography.

If you ever write an autobiography, what would be like? Answer these questions and find out.

TITLE: Pariah Liber (meaning Outcast Child)

Picture on front: A small child shuddering in darkness within the mind of a crying man.

Mood: Dark, sad.

Main Topics: The horrors of my half forgotten childhood as my father tortured, brainwashed and raped me and how my entire life was cast in shadow by it.

Influencetial People: Father, Mother.

Beginning: The nightmare days and terror filled dreams as my reality was murdered by cunning and vile monster who promised the devil my soul.

Middle: Recovery from the deep wounds and love given by a fearful mother fighting for her child. Growing up with the stigma of madness, and how others shunned or pitied me. My odd emotions, thoughts and fears revealed.

Ending: How sadness and hardship plague this mournful life, showing how empty my soul really is......my last days spent in cold hollow masks.

Main Message: Suffering, sometimes there is no end or reason. Love, hope and joy can be defeted by sorrow. What little good I did in life is overwhelmed by a cursed heart and bleak mind.

Why would you write it?: So the people may gain some clue of who I really am and how I fought an endless tide of insane and macabre demons within.

Think anyone would buy it?: Few would, for most choose to look away from such dark things.

How much would you charge for it?: Wouldn't care....

Think anyone will post after you?: Maybe.

Title: I Am Normal! (meaning I'm weird, heck, no one is normal)

Front Picture: A little girl standing on swing in a tree at night . Wearing rainbows, and everything in background is black and white except the countless stars.

Mood: Random. Mysterious.

Main Topics: Hating everything. My desire for the attention and loving devotion of friends.

Influential People: None thus far. I'm waiting for some to appear.

Beginning: Very Quiet. Moderately repetitive. Traumatising childhood caused by the children I knew who tormented me with stupid questions and stupid remarks.

Middle: Transformation into a loud obnoxious person. Whom may or may not be a social outcast in a way.

End: My barely eventful yet tragic life continues.

Main Message: In the middle of my life I've changed for the better or worse only God knows. But I like me. The untrustworthy, unwilling, untrusting me.

Why I Would Write It: So people waste their money on it, because I'm too untrusting to expose myself to my friends let alone the public!

Think Anyone Would Buy It?: Sure why not the front cover is pretty.

How Much Would You Charge?: Enough to cover the book making process..?

Think Anyone Will post After You?: Unlikely.

Theoretically I would never have an autobiography, but...

Title: Awakenings

Front Picture: There will be three creatures depicted here. The first will be a phoenix floating in a prism of light. The second will be a smiling demon with huge long hair and metal chains around him. The third will be an alien creature with great bulbous eyes.
And on top of all of these will be a fiery pentagram. In the four corners will be burning crucifixes.

Mood: Unique.

Main topics: There are none. There is no order to this.

Influential people: All of my best friends who've known me, who know they're special.

Beginning: Vague. Obscured. Let's just say...I have a terrible memory. :)

Middle: How I progressed, became arisen within myself, turned insane, and ascended the levels of consciousness to where I am now.

End: What end? There is no end in sight. I'm still young.

Main Message: Why should there be any? It's not one of Aesop's fables. It's my life.

Why I Would Write It: I wouldn't. I'm just being theoretical. :)

Think Anyone Would Buy It: Definitely. My friends would.

How Much Would You Charge: Who knows?

Think Anyone Will Post After You: On this topic? Possible. If you make it, people shall post.

Title: The Me No One Knew

Front Picture: A crying child eating lunch all by herself at school.

Mood: sad, then later on happy

Main topics: loneliness. battle with depression..

Influential people: my best friends.

Beginning: my messed up childhood.. and of all the kids who made fun of me because i was very fat.

Middle: my early teens and my 4 year battle with depression.

End: the end of my depression. falling in love. geting my heart broken..but staying on top. and wondering what the future holds...

Main Message: even when it seems nothing will ever get better, it does. it just takes a while sometimes...and never, NEVER give up.

Why I Would Write It: inspiration?

Think Anyone Would Buy It: maybe my friend and familiy would

How Much Would You Charge: not a lot. but not free. =p

Think Anyone Will Post After You: yeah

TITLE: Back from the ledge

Picture on front: Girl hiding in the shadows just able to be made out

Mood: humorous but sad

Main Topics: sexuality, depression, obsession, suicides , personal growth

Influences Injuries, family & friends, suicides, hope, guilt

Beginning: confidence, intelligence, arrogance belief in oneself, mistake ending in a death

Middle: struggling with overactive sexuality, embarrisssed with being a lesbian, serious back injury, decade of depression, loss of love, sexual offender in family

Ending: Irony that assault and head injury caused so much pain but also cured so many other problems

Main Message: find joy in the little things in life

Why would you write it?: I think people could get a lesson from it I did

Think anyone would buy it?: of course not its like my poems here for storage

How much would you charge for it?: If I wrote it would have to be given away

Think anyone will post after you?: Of course it’s a thread and a very clever one

This is a lot harder than I thought it would be. I can't do it.

TITLE: Scattered Moments

Picture on front: One of my paintings

Mood: Sad, funny, adventurous, reflective

Main Topics: My life good & bad

Influential People: Family, friends, the rest of the world

Beginning: Growing up/school/family matters

Middle: Discoveries inside myself and of the outside world

Ending: Positive & hopeful

Main Message: Even when we're broken, we are still beautiful works of art

Why would you write it?: Why not, to leave something behind

Think anyone would buy it?: Yes

How much would you charge for it?: depends

Think anyone will post after you?: Possibly

I don't want to post my life up on the internet. I'm not an open person that way. But I like reading these. I enjoy autobiographies. You can learn a lot from others' lifes.

This will probably not happen, but here goes:

Tittle: A mexican soap opera

Cover: dunno, probably no picture with the tittle in fancy writing and fancy cover material like red leather.

Mood: confusing, sad, happy, dramatic and weird

Inside it would have my confusing life that resembles a mexican soap opera with all the drama and confusing scenes.

Personal message: How everybody looks at movies and series and wants a life like that, when in fact their life is already like that. People should live their life by accepting the bad and embracing the good.

Note: It would be published after I die, it would be in my will that someone publishes it.

Who will read it? Not many people, dunno really.

I already have a metaphorical autobiography (my Wonderland poem). Plus I dont really see myself writing an actual book about myself, but if I did:

TITLE: I'm not really sure, probably something referencing a bard.

Picture on front: A dude with long hair and a jean jacket sitting on a stump with an acoustic guitar at night.

Mood: Dark, yet light. Highs and lows to reflect my lifestyle.

Main Topics: Expressing how the world looks through an extremely angsty early childhood, how experimenting with drugs brought upon some good things but ultimately made my life worse and added to my depression and overly cynical attitude, and how through writing I've managed to find an outlet and I guess use that topic as kinda of a lesson to others?

Influencetial People: Different musicians, assorted philosophers.

Beginning: Retelling of my early childhood explaining how it gave me a much darker view of the world as a kid.

Middle: How, in the transition from childhood to adolesence I fell into a deep depression and resorted to drugs for influence and drive, and how ultimately they made everything worse.

Ending: How, through my attitude and lows in my life, I've found a positive outlet to express my anger or views on the world without hurting myself or others.

Main Message: Pessimism gets your no where. You need to find a constructive way to express emotions rather than through self destruction.

Why would you write it?: To try to keep people from making the same mistakes I did. To give misunderstanding parents and others a general idea of what goes through the head of a cynical teen. To try and explain why drug addiction happens and to make people more compassionate for those it touches.

Think anyone would buy it?: Perhaps. I don't know really.

How much would you charge for it?: If I could get away with giving it away for free I would.

Think anyone will post after you?: Probably.

Lmao, now I want to write one XD