When was the last time you cried #5

Post about the last time you cried, obviously...

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Right now. Because my friend Keegan whom I haven't seen in 5 years stopped by.. He's 18 now and is going off to college soon.. Hes going to be a doctor
And it upsets me that in another 5 years I will be 18 and going to college.. It's kinda scary..

This time........... actually i just finish crying,,, coz im filled of depression and this moment i dont know when or how to forge this lots of thing bothering on my mind

I cried a little bit a few minutes ago because im frustrated that my gma is nagging me so much today. that along with im tired from school, and i miss Eric because i havent talked to him since last night. and im stressed because im meeting him sunday..and because of this stress, ive broken out in pimples on my shoulders, and i look ugly, which makes me stressed he wont like me..=[

hes perfect...i just want hiim to feel the same about me =/ and im scared that my ugly shoulders will be hard to look past..i know most ppl at school cant help but notice. i'd wear a shirt w/ sleeves, but none of my shirts that cover my shoulders are cute...MEH. i guess i'll figure something out...=[

I'm crying right now. oehidghev.

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Havent cried in over twenty years i seem to have issues with showing to much emotion

I cried thismorning because I was super stressed and didn't want to go to work today.

I want to right now, but I refuse.

This morning, afternoon and just a little while ago.

Yesterday when i was chopping onions for my aunt. always gets me. =[

2 Days ago...
I realized that I fell for someone again... and it is not going to work out...

I cried all through first period, in the duiance office,
because I went to get help, since my friend wants to commit suicide.
I'm a nervous wreck, because I think hes going to hate me for it, but I dunno..

This morning before school because my mother told me I couldn't do something that I was waiting all week to do (and that she said I could).

I cried last night before I fell asleep. I was just.. overwhelmed, I guess you could say. The entire time I was with Chance, I didn't really think about Tyler. He made it to where I never thought about him. But after we broke up.. those feelings just came flooding back. I didn't know how to contain it. I cried into my pillow and begged "God" to bring him back to me. I miss him so much.. and if that was too much to ask for, then to help me let him go. I just need some help. I can't do it by myself anymore.

Yesterday, becaue my birthday is tomorrow and I dont think no one remembers... it made me very sad!! :(

^
Happy birthday, Darling =)
I hope you have a great day!
*Hug*

I cried again last night. I couldn't control it. I cried so much. It just HAD to come out. I needed to. Just because this week is Homecoming AND the fair... last year me and [ him ] fell in love at the fair. He asked me out during the Homecoming dance. That's when we first kissed. I miss those sweet times so much it makes my heart bleed.

^ Thanks sweetie!! Dont be sad...

I cried again last night, just because... i dont even know why... then I felt much better!

I cried because i dont feel good enough.
1 month ago today, eric and i started talking. and today i just feel that i should just break up with him and never talk to him again. because i am not good enough.
im not good enough for anyone.
=[
im not good enough for MYSELF...

meh..

Now...
because i got raped. because i told my boyfriend. because he is so hurt, and i am so hurt, i can hardly stand it....i know its not my fault. but still....i just want to go lay down in the center of the freeway and hope a semitruck doesnt see me until its too late...
='[

Oh, it was just this Monday. Dad was drunk.
And he can be really annoying when drunk.
He just annoys me so much. And another personal thing. But yea, too private.. you know, family thing.

xxx.

Yesterday, today, almost everyday just because of school and my parents and just everything that has been going on lately...

Two days ago i am pregnet and feel hopless sometimes

Yesterday because i miss my dad and my brother who died of an overdose, i loved him so much and am just not coping with out him. and wish i had an actual family

I just cried today because I was telling one of my best friends about the real reason that I went to counseling and just remembering everything again made me cry....

I don't remember and I don't want to

life's still good in a way =]]

(why am I even here?:D lol )

I really cant remember..ive wanted to cry a lot of times here lately...i have sooo much going on in my life but its like when i want to cry ...i cant..idk why tho..??

The last time i remeber crying was a few months back because i got in a huge fight with my bf and i just get upset easily. certin things he says just gets to me at times. I'm sure i probley cried sometime more recently but i don't remember

Today because I found out Im pregant because my friend raped me......And because my mom and bro are still missing and I wish my daddy dint rape me. And I miss my little bro Ty I wish he didnt die. And I miss James my lovley boyfriend who died for me. And I miss Mattie and NIck my best friends who died. And I miss my old life.......

Today. I found out last night that my uncle died.
Its just really hard to deal with cuz I cant even talk to my mom about it cuz shes in so much pain.

Im too stresed to cry..even though thats what i need more then anything....but i cant. i cant do anything...i cant even hardly sleep...ugh...

Why?? whats wrong Ericka???

In 50 days, i turn 18
in 50 days, grandma will kick me out
in 50 days, i'll have no where to go.
in 50 days, i'll be too poor to survive
no matter how much i work, i'm always in debt...
no mattre what i do, i fail.
i'm destined to die young...

O my gosh!! *hugs* you poor thing!!!!

Oh well...
at least i can survive 50 more days...

Isnt there someone who will take you in???? I would but we too far away....

My friends luckily.

The last time I've cried was 2 nights ago after I found out there is a possibility of my b/f getting sent to jail for something he didn't do

The last time I cried was last night because I got into a fight with my b/f over something stupid and because of lack of sleep.

The last time I cried? the tears won't stop coming because I never said I didn't love him..i just said we couldn't be together right now..and i couldn't tell him why. I'll always love him that's why this time I can't be the one to gamble his safety.

I was talking to my friend, just over texting, and I couldn't stop telling him things. I brokedown. That was the last time I actually cried. I almost cried when my brother got a hold of my friends phone and found all the texts I had sent him, and my brother is now going around trying to find out what's wrong with me. Not good.