Fears and Wants [It doesnt half to be alot or it can be]

Fears:
Always be the outcast at school

Everyone that said they loved me leaves me

Never get married

To die alone

L.I.F.E.

Wants:
To be accepted of everything I am

For my feelings can get stronger in my poetry

To find a guy that will never leave me, just to give ever lasting love

To open up, for people could see the real me and never let people push me back into my shell

To meet the people that keep me safe and make me feel loved on this website [esp Skye.]

To accept my past of being abuse and just move on and forget and know that there are people out there that care...

I have more...but these are always on my mind and heart...!!!

CourtneyxHolland

Fears

Sometimes I am scared to fail, but who isn't?

Other than that I can't say I really have any controlling fears other than heights or spiders

Oh and sometimes the future because I wonder what it will be like for my daughter when she grows up and gets tossed into the world

Wants

A career I love instead of a job I hate

Travel the world

My daughter's happiness

Fears:
To be alone...

For everyone that truely loves me leaves....

Wants:

To have more friends...

To write better poems...

For the one tht i luv to know how ive felt bout her over the years

To be a better running and writer

Just to be happy inside.....

Fears: just one, which triggers a lot more... and it is that I end up the way I don't want to end up.
Wants: I just want to be happy in life surrounded by people I love.

Fears:
*Being alone
*That someone will hurt me

Wants:
*That I could go back
*That my family would get close again
*To believe this would happen

Fears;
1. Failing.
2. Losing my best friend.
3. Relapsing.
4. Falling *back* in with the wrong crowd.

Wants;
1. Success.
2. Happiness.
3. A good life.