DIY: I Smiled Today #51! =D

I smiled [again] because..

001. He called me.
002. He's amazing.
003. He's sweet.
004. He told me I'd never have to let go of him.
+ the biggest, and most confusing reason of all..

005. He called himself.. my boyfriend. o.o

I smiled today because my best friend wrote his first poem ever. It probably made my entire week.

I smiled today because:

-me and eric;s relationship survived me being raped.
-eric did everything in his power to get me to stop crying last night...lol.
-he still wants to see me this weekend.
-i had like 5 ppl message me last night and ask whats wrong...amazing..no one usually cares...
-my alarm actually WOKE me today. lol.
-my acne is starting to go away on my arms ^.^ [i think its most annoying cuz i have to wear a jacket to cover it up..lol]
-me and eric talked a solid 2 hours on the phone. he called @ 9:59, and hung up 12:00. lol. sweet =]

I smiled today because..

001. I've not been to bed yet, and I'm super tired.
002. I'm laughing at my e-friend.
003. I'm happy. =]

I smiled today only once..because well last night sucked. but i smiled because eric said something very very nice..."i dont blame you at all..you went through it..And its wrong that I question you. You mean the world to me and always will"

=]
thats it though..no list for me today...
sigh.

I smiled today cuz my 2 yr old niece saw herself in a video and said " hi evelynn! "
so cuteee =]

Alright..im smiling a bit more now..

-because dr phil made me cry tears of joy..lol. shhh. i get into that doodoo.
-eric and i are sounding basically back to normal
-gma said i can "go sleep over at my friend jassys house this weekend" aka i can go to eric's again. =D
-i wrote 2 new poems while i was in english class
-eric said "nothing will ever make me do that" because i said i didnt watch scrubs often and he was like "ITS OVER!!! lol" and i was like...??? and yeah. =] my silly goose..

I smiled today because..

001. I talked to Christopher, just like everyday.
002. He told me he loved me.
003. He's silly.
004. He keeps calling me "babe" and "baby" and stuff like that.
005. I'm in love, and I'm so lucky.

:]
<3

I smiled today because I slept the whole afternoon, and I think my cold is finally going away after 3 weeks. And because I stayed up most of the night with my best friend, which was awesome.

I smiled today because..

001. He sent me a message saying, "Hey baby. Did you miss me? :] Let's make love!" {inside joke.. kinda. ;] }
002. He said, "Nothing will ever change how I feel about you. You can tell me anything." That made my day. No -- it made my life.

:]
<3

I smiled today because I got out of class early. Gives me a little more time to relax before work.

I smiled today because..

001. I asked him if I was losing him, and he said no.
002. He called me tonight.
003. He told me he wanted to do me. roflrofl. [It's funny.]
004. He told me he loved me. [Like usual.]

:]
<3

I smiled today because:

o1. He changed his Facebook pic to two jars that have labels on them. One jar is labeled "Jelly" other one is "B". And under that pics says, "Together forever." His nickname for me is Gellybeans. So makes sense.

o2. The thought of Clark Cruz (the guy from the concert last night held at school) looking back at me :P HAHA.

xxx.

I smiled today beause:

-im leaving to go see my dearest Eric in 11 minutes =D

thats it. lol
its too early to smile.

I smiled today because we're going shopping today, I'm making supper with my best friend, and then we're partying. Gonna be a fun day.

I smiled today because last night was tres fun, and I know there's going to be a lot of funny pictures again, lol. Now today has to be the productive part of my weekend.

I smiled today because we got to groom a Golden Retriever today in class, and it really made me miss my puppy back home.

I'll do two lists:

i smiled this weekend because:
-I was with Eric.
-when i got a splinter in my foot, he held me down and took it out even though i was being a big baby about it and saying i didnt want to. and while he was getting it out i was screaming..lmao..lololol. my hero -sigh- =p
-i FINALLY went to the movie theater again. its been 10 months since i did last! lol.
-while he was asleep he said "awwww" i was like wtf?
-he snored especially loud this time. lmao it was hysterical..
-we BOTH fell asleep during i am legend at his house..lol.
-after we rework after our nap during i am legend, he went to use the potty and i fell back asleep and when he came back i woke up and was SO confused..lol. i was like "where did you go? it's been hours?" he was like "it's been 10 minutes..i went to the bathroom and talked to my parents...remember?" me-"its only been 10 minutes?!?" lol...yeah...
-the girl on speed racer said cool beans. =D just like me..lol.

i smiled today because:

-he said i should just live at his house. lol. it'd be better for both of us.
-i kept looking at the pix of him i took this weekend...=] so sexy..lol.
-he was very nice about how my gma found out i was lying to her..instead of being mad/upset he said that we'll figure it out and make it work. -dances-
-both my brother and my mommy messaged me on myspace today ^.^ what a great day. my bro says he misses me ^.^ YAYYYYY!!!!!!!!

I smiled today because I'm happy. I had a good night last night. I'm tired, but still happy.

I smiled today because I pissed Davey Havok off.

I smiled today because I was remembering the GOOOOOD OLD DAYS on this site. And how quickly the " I Smiled Today " threads would fill up.

I havent smiled today because:

-eric is acting weird and is avoiding me. we talked 8 minutes today, then he went to get lunch @ 12:52, and its not 3:08 and he still isnt back =[
-eric didn't say hey babe like he always does he just said "hey". how stupid..
-my coworker is making me tell her my sex life. this is awkward...lol....very.
-im poor...i have to stop eating just so i can afford to buy a home coming dress on sunday, because im at negative in my bank acocunt..=[
-i miss eric =[[[[[[[[[[[[[[

I smiled today because; Glen-Duh! I remember you. And the threads that Kristen made? I think it was. I remember those.

Now i smiled..finally..because:

-well, heres the convo..lol. we were on the phone and he was like
"i'm out of things to say because i'm so hungry"
me-go eat
him-but then i'll have to get off the phone with you
me-i'd hate to deprive you of your food though
him-i'd hate to deprice you of me
me-well if you don't eat long enough, you'll die and deprive me of you forever...
him-i'd rather die and be able to talk to you a little longer

^.^
-eric liked my poems i wrote the other day about him.
-had no school today
-me and eric had itchy itchy eyes at the SAME time. it was awesome..haha
-he helped me w/ my homeworl..lol =]
-he said he is definitely going to homecoming with me =D
-we were having another kissing war and i said "kiss time a bajillion" he said "plus one" me-i dont think you can kiss me that much. him-yes i can me-prove it. him-ok i will......lol =p
-he's perfect!!!!

Ether! iiii...don't think i remember you. lol sorrry!

but yeah those are it. thoseeee were the good days on the site. lol

i smiled today because someone remembered!

I smiled today because..

001. He's amazing.

[too tired to make a list.]

I smiled today because....

I don't know I woke up feeling happy :D Haha It wont last though :P
xxxx

I smiled today because:

-ERIC SAID THAT IF EVERYTHING GOES WELL HE'LL BE ABLE TO COME NEXT WEEKEND ^.^!!!!
-eric was the only person that made any effort to cheer me up.
-eric is amazing at cheering me up.
-eric agreed to text me during psych class everyday so that i will hate it less..lol.
-i've been watching house on tv the past 3 hours ^.^
-eric went to bed @ 8:45, what a lameo. lmao
-eric said he wanted to live with me so that we would never have to spend time apart again..lol.. that'd be nice but come on. haha..no.
-i think i've found someone i can be friends w/ in choir..the ONLY other girlthat is equally unhappy in there...or at least not much happier then me. god do i hate it in there. and today i heard her say "does anyone have a shotgun" lmao. i say that ALL the time in there...=D...haha...i was like..WOO MINI-ERIKA!

I'm smiling now because Dane Cook is amazing.

I smiled because i heard from a friend who's in a hospital wayyy across the country.

I smiled today because:

-eric is perfect
-3 week aniversary =p
-i was telling him how gma thinks that eric doesnt really like me, cuz im too overweight/untoned/acne-y for anyone to like =| and he said he liked me and shes crazy..lol
-eric is hopefully coming up this coming weekend..if he doesnt though, it'll be another 2 weeks til i see him =[[[
-going homecoming dress shopping w/ my best friend tomorrow ^.^
-was taking a survey and it said "how much do YOU know about your boyfriend" and it asked all these questions, and i knew all the answers. go me..lol =] well ok, i didnt know his shoe size, but lets pretend that wasnt asked..lol
-i got tomorrow aswell as next weekend off work
-the ice cream downstairs is calling my name...lol.
-i keep thinking about how everyone is going to meet Eric at homecoming...^.^ thats so exciting...=D
-i talked openly about going to see Eric w/ my gma lol. i'm glad she knows the truth now..lol.
-my favorite teacher ive ever had visited me @ work today
-i only work ONE day this week. =D

I smiled today because it's been a crazy week. But I'm going home with my best friend tomorrow for supper. I'm excited for real food, lol.

I smiled today/yesterday because..

001. Chris texted me in the morning.
002. We talked all day.
003. He asked me what I would've done if he were with me when I was @ the bridge, and I said.. "Never let go of you."
004. We were talking about music, and he said he was gonna start screaming like metal-genre bands do in their music, and I told him I was gonna scream like aluminum, and he laughed and laughed. And I love hearing him laugh.
005. OH! His dads girlfriend kept bothering him while we were on the phone, and he told her he was on the phone, and she goes, "With who?" and he said, "Briana." and she goes, "Oh. I'll leave you alone when you're on the phone with Briana. With anyone else, I wouldn't." so that made me smile. :D
006. He kept telling me that he loved me.
007. I love him.

<3
:]

I smiled today because my friends little sister started drawing on my arm and she wrote "best butterfly friends forever" on me - it was sooo sweet lol

I'll be editing this throughout the day im sure..

i smiled today because:
-i woke up because eric was texting me
-he felt SOOO bad that he woke me up. but i dont mind =D
-im going homecoming dress shopping with my best friend in 45 minutes =D
-me and gma were talking about Eric. its nice having it in the open now =]
-i feel less poor at the moment..lol. =] for once.
-i'm awesome.
-i've realized that my other two "best friends" arent really my best friends at all.....i have only had one all along. that saddened me the other day, but i've realized that my best friend is amazing, i dont need 2 more..=]
EDIT 1:
-because i got a pretty dress
-i got the most amazing skirt ever as well that i will be wearing next time i see Eric =D
-my best friends mommy asked all about Eric [my bestie was so jealous though =/]
EDIT 2:
-eric and me both got off the pc so we could play video games. wow, we're nerds..lol.
-he's going to call me soon ^.^

I smiled today because I just came back from a weekend of a leadership camp. These things are great and it made me realise that all those stereotypes people have about teenagers we proved wrong this weekend. :)

I smiled today because i took silly pictures with my sistersss. =D

I smiled today because..

I'm thinking about him.
& we got things worked out.
<3

I smiled today because I know things are happening too fast. And frankly, I just don't care.

I smiled because my friend is outta the hospital.