I dont know what to do, im so confused!!!!!

Well all my friends know me as loka cuz im always a happy person,always laughing,smiling,being crazii n not caring what is beign said bout me r is being done, theyve never seen me upset r crying only once wen my 3 best friends left but dey came bak n hey i was myself again.but dat was until fridat da 5th of april of 2008..ive been upset since dat day till now, but den on wednesday 17th i found out something dat made me cry n think soo much dat got me confused,lost everything lets put it on those terms..well heres the story...Deres this kid weve been friends since my sophmore yr. now im a junior, n he is a senior,weve had fites n weve made up lik 2 weeks after r so..den over summer 08 he told me how he wanted to hook up wit me but he didnt tell me b4 cuz he though i was gona say, n i told him dat it was a lie..i would hook up wit him i did use to lik,n i kinda did over da summer n i guess i kinda still do..so den school satrted n we were still talkin bout us hookin up n all..den i told my best guy friend wo is my friends soccer coach n da schools police guy.so i guess my friend told da kid dat me n him were gona hook up n he IMs me saying dat y did i tell him dat we were gona hook up. dat i was da one dat wanted to hook up wit him den he said "f*** that i was never gona chil wit u Wtf well i wasnt realy gunna hook up i thought it was some joke i wasnt serious" those r his exactly words wat he said. i was in a way playing too but dere were some parts dat i was playing around. n b4 all this happend i told him howi felt our friend ship was fallin apart n he said dat it wasnt, n he said yeh u r right now our friendship did end.i cried 4 hours n i still do.den on tuesday da 17th his coach/my best guy friend tells me dat da kid has been chiilin wit him during lunch da hole week tellin him how he wants to hook up wit me, n dat he likes, n how he loves da way i express my feeling n thoughs trough poetry den istarted crying lik i kinda am now =(...n den he told me dat dakid is goin 2 france on january r june..all my friends ask me wat happen y all of da sudden im sad n upset dat dey r relly surprise to c me lik dat n i dnt wanna tell em cuz i know it will get around school..but i relly dnt know wat to do..da poem a simple joke..its bout him if u wanna chek it out n leave some comments r votes...plz help me i relly dnt know wat to do
LoKa

Maybe he is just confused on whether he likes you ro not. Maybe one day he does, the next he doesn't. Act like it don't get to you and you can probably get him to admit how he really feels about you on the inside.