When it all falls apart..

Lately i feel like im losing everything a close friend recently moved overseas and another one leaves tday, my so called best friend seems now not to have time for me since she has her old best friend back she was the one person i could always talk to now she just makes everything bout her, i just found out my pop has real bad cancer and as per normal was the last to know, all my important belngings just seem to be breaking.... literally everything seems to be falling apart, i have manic depressive pchyosis i'm not even responding to shock therapy, seems like i have noone to talk to i can't talk to professionals when i do i go into panic attacks..

This will pass. a simple time period i think deep down e efreyone suffers from. i understand this, my time period is going on now. so i know what it's like. you have to be strong, live your life. if yourbest friend has no time for you....screw her. find others. show her up! and your pop will be okay..pray for him. he will be fine. be strong hunny. like eeverything else, this will pass

Good luck love
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I agree with the wise words that the person above me said =)

im not much of an advise giver, but i don't mind lending an ear or a shoulder to cry on. i do know where your coming from. all of my friends are sort of going off in different directions. and my mother? well, i love her. but i feel i can't please her, and i know that it's just because of the age i am at. these few teenage years i have left, will pass. everything does pass at one point. just hang in there. fight through it.

don't give in, and don't give up!

Parents seem to be the hardest to please... i don't exist when it's mum and her bf here yet it's amazing how much i do when it's just her.. and my dad well he kickd me out coz he was sick of me not having a job now i have one i never got congradulated just a its only part time thats nothing though im doing up to 34 hours a week. I've been battling through anxiety / depression for years now slowly getting worse i'm getting to a point where almost all i do is sleep (try to), work and go to hospital.

I ment the time of this saddness will pass. i too am diagnosed with that. however i stay strong. as i told them to do so.