Relationships.

So i'm so confused. it's like. everytime i can't have something i want.. i just spend all of my time miserable.. and wanting it. and now its like for the first time in my life. i have exactly what i want. and it just seems like its not enough. i was happy for a few days. and now im just like. do i really want this. ya kno? and its soo ridiculous. i think maybe i just like the pain. because its like no matter what i do. i still find a way to be unhappy. i just wish that i could figure out a way to just be happy. and for someone to just be enough... like i love the person that i'm dating. they're amazing. butt. i just feel like its not enough. and when i couldn't have them.. i was so sad. because they were all i wanted. and its like.. i have it. now. and i dont know if i want it.
ugh!
helpp. pleasssee?

You are human!! that's all what I can say!!
humans always want stuff and when this stuff is in their hand they dunt want it! and when they lose it they break down!!!!!!!