My Family left

Okay well here is how it went.

My boyfriend broke my heart and said he loved me and another girl. It was horrible and then I got so sad. I started cutting myself. I scared my friends and they started to think I was crazy. I locked myself in my room for hours and screamed and threw things. And then one day I scared my mom, dad, and brother so bad they left me. I'm living in our house all alone now and I'm 15. My friends have all left me. My best friend stil says hi to me and trys to call. ANd once in awhile she will bring skittles over. I love them. BUt the times she calls all i do is cry on the phone. And when she brought over skittles I threw a vase at her. I feel horrible for what I've done to them. ANd I want them all back. BUt now my friends wont even look at me. ANd now im cutting myself more. Yesterday I cut myself so bad I fianted and had to call the hospital. WHen my friends see me in school they run and everyone moves out of the way. My boyfriend looks at me wiht so much pain in his eyes its killing me. He once looked at me and only whispered, "Sweetheart let me help." ANd the horrible thing is i smacked him across the face. He sends me emails evryday all saying the same thing "Sweetheart let me help." ANd to top it all off I have no idea where my fmaily went! PLEASE HELP!!!!!!!!!

O and I said my boyfriend. It's my ex boyfriend who broke my heart.....

Thank you! But I can't call the police on them. I scared them so badly and it's my fault. I am seeing a counselor who works at my school. But was also my moms best friend. She is the only one who will still talk to me. The thing is my friends are the only thing I have now that my family's gone. I have to worry about them.

Hunni if your family left you, how long do you think you can live there. there are bills, food cost, your only 15. call the authorities

Thank you so much! I'm now living with my best friend. I talked to my ex and told him, "No you can''t help. Please leaveme laone." I know that is mean. ANdhe burst into tears the first time I have seen him cry. BUt that is something that I will have to work on after Im situated. I haven't cut myself yet today. and my best friend is helping me with that. she walked up to me today and said," I dont care if you throw another hting at me. Im staying wiht oyu." and then threw her arms around me. SHe is still the only one tlaking to me. I keep hoping more will. The police are trying to find my fmaily. But right now all im worrying about is myself. That's what everyone tells me i need to do. But i wouldn't have done any of this if it were'nt for you. and i thank you! you saved my life. I was thinking about killing myself. thank you for saving me. Seriously i owe you my life.
(lots of love)
Jessica

I for one am so relieved that you took the advice given to you and that things are looking up. Just remember you don't have to do it on your own. If you ever need anyone to talk to P.M. me. I love to help people.

I'm glad things are starting to work out
I know how much love hurts, but being left by everyone, that I haven't ever tried !
Stop cutting yourself, you're causing yourself so much harm and you won't be able to stop until you get over this guy.
and Always remember most guys got no pure hearts !

Good luck !