how is it suppose to feel?

Well, really I just become numb to all my emotions, even though it doesn't last long, it's worth every second of release I get from it. Otherwise, physically, it just stings.
-nick

WELL I LIKE PAIN.. I FEEL SO GOOD AFTER WORDS..LIKE TAKING SOME DRUG OR SOMETHING..ITS THE ONLY THING THAT GET ME HAPPY AND FEELING BETTER..BUT IT DOESNT MEEN ILL KILL MYSELF.

I agree with Kyle in saying that for everyone it can feel different, for me sometimes I can feel absolutly nothing which to me seems kind of weird...but other times it can hurt real bad, theres no specific way its suppose to feel its different for everyone