TRAPPED!

People think i live some kinda charmed life, but really im living the exact oppsite im constantly pretending and acting like life is great, my dad can be so abusive, my family is all heavyly into drugs, and all i do is pretend that everythings alright that im just a normal teenage girl but im breaking down im getting so depressed lately, im sick of pretending i just want to let it out, but how i dont want to turn out like the rest of my family please help me find a way out!

I was in basically the same situation, still kind of am. I was embarrassed of everything, but finally went to the school counselor and it has helped so much. I would recomend talking to a councelor or someone you really trust. If you wanna talk about it and let it out you can PM me. I can relate to what you were saying.