I Cried today because....[#2]

I cried happy tears today because i finally found someone worth loving :)

I cried 2 nights ago because I couldn't summon up the courage to press the send button to talk to my ex. I also cried because its the beginning of the end :`(

I cried today because someone reached out to help me.
For the first time in a long time, I feel like things could be okay.

I cried today because me and my boyfriend got into a fight..not a big deal one..i just hate when we argue..

I cried today because me and eric had a deep conversation about our relationship...and how my emotions are always pissing him off [like how i get sad about nothing all the time...] and then he confirmed my fears..that i am destroying our relationship...='[ it was so devestating to hear..i need to change if i want this to work...i'm trying SO hard though....so hard....it's not hard enough...

Because my brother is suicidal.