Too much happened in the past 6 mo... im back, btw.

So i dont know if anyone remembers me, its been a long time... anywho
last june, 2 days before prom, my mom, whom i lived with for the past the years, and before that, from birth til age 8 or 9 [the time in between, i lived with my dad] out of the blue sent me to go live with my dad. i was there a week. he wanted to send me off somewhere, so he sent me to rehab for 3 mo [he even told me it wasnt because of drugs but because he wanted me to go off somewhere]. while in there, my mom didn't want me, my dad convinced my sister and grandpa to not take me in, and i hate my dad with a passion [literally, ok, this is not teen angst.] so i could not return there. faced with no choice, i let myself be put in the department of social services [dss] directly from rehab i was placed in a diagnostic group home setting and hour and a half from where my mother lives. im supposed to be leaving soon and the plan was for me to go home w my mom [we get along again now] but now my dad made that almost impossible by discrediting her to death. i want to go into independant living but im worried he will ruin that for me, too, like he has ruined eveything for me my whole life because he is sick [in his mind. hes an alcoholic drug addict with mental issues] and i have court on tuesday and i am just depressed, so depressed. i am 16 and here in the USA, i dont know about other countries, when youre 18 you can leave home [i live in NYS] and i have near two years until then and i am just so depressed because i have been fighting my whole life and i dont know how many more years i can do it, ive been fighting 16 years. really, even when i was a baby. i dont know why i posted this, i guess because nobody at my new schoolc ares, they just see me as the new hott girl, but im a real person inside and i need someone to talk to who wont go fucking diagnose me. thanks?

Wow...thats just..im really sorry these things have happened to you It's too much for one person to take in. I won;t say i understand what you're going through, because that would be a lie. But i will say, that you will always have someone to care for you. Weather it's on P&Q, or your next door neighbor. Boy, or girl, someone will always be there for you.
Your in my payers [: