My Dad Rapes Me

Every night since I can remember my Dad comes into my room at around 12am and plays the rape game. I hate it I don't know what to do. I've been ok about it because I can't get pregnant cause I'm on the Pill and I'm moving out soon but last night he raped my mum and my little brother after my boyfriend was in a fatal car accident that day.
I don't know what to do I'm scared and terrified because he's so abusive sexually, mentally and physically.
I have a razorblade in my hand and am about to kill myself. I'm sick of the torment!
Goodbye.

Awww hun dont let your dad win!!
stay strong talk to me or someone...stand strong so that you can say i win! you can get through it.
im so sorry about your boyfriend.
please stay strong...talk to me!