The Main Reason You Feel Sad Is...

The main reason I am upset is because I dont think my fiance is trying hard enough to try and make our relationship work... and the bad part about it is that I am pregnant and he is not trying... I dont think were going to work out! :(

The mainm reason i feel sad is mainly due to my past and finding out that my dad - who I haven't seen for 2 years - thinks of me as a mistake and that he never loved me and that I am the blame for everything. I care so much for him and can't handle that this is what he feels.

I'm also sad because my mum struggles a lot and my brother moved overseas.
I'm mainly sad about my past.

I am sad becuz my Father passed away on 6/6/2009 and sunday is fathers day I miss him so bad the cancer took him from us .

I feel so alone, like nobody in the world understands me, even the people close to me.

The main reason i feel sad because i found out
that i have MDP ( Multiple Personality Disorder )

I feel so bad because my depression has pretty much ruined my life, and the last 7months have been wasted. As I can't go out, as I have agoraphobia.

Simply bec the person i love the most said "i love you" to me because he wanted to prectice how to say it to another girl....

.. because my love for someone is slowly dwindling to nothingness.

Well it gets me down that I cannot convay my emotions, I'm very unexpressive and its making people think im either a missrable git or im just a cold person >.<

I promise im not though ^^

Im sad because of my living conditions. im only 16. im living in a hotel room with my mom dad and sister and to top it off im pregnant. my boyfriend is in pennsylvania trying to work and save up his money for us. financial problems are sooo stressful. i dont know what to do. thats why im sad.

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I have mental breakdowns and panic attacks sometimes, and then im stuck feeling sad because i remember the past. i was molested when i was little for about 8-9 years, and as i get older i remember it even clearer.
I also regret anything that changes. I hold onto people that no longer care about me, and even though I shouldnt care about them, I do. I love change but I dread it, and its what makes me feel like this sometimes.
I constantly feel dirty, worthless and stupid. The things people say to or about me stay in my head forever, and there are moments were everything explodes and i feel it.

Because...i feel depressed all the time and no one will believe me, my 'friend' told me my life was perfect and i had no reason to be sad.
I asked for help, and my mom told me i was just a teen even though i know its so much more than that.

My friends keep telling me i can do better
or that im to good for him
and they keep pushing me...but i feel like im missing out on something

My dad is dieing of cancer and hes going through chemo but it will only prolong the enevitable

My inteed broke up with me coz im not italian wtf? he cnt stad up 2 his parents and hes 26!!!!

I'm 17.
I'm getting ready to start school as a senior.
but..
I got a DUI two days ago...and I was only pulled over because my taillights were out.
I spent the night in jail because the cops thought I was 18.
I won't be able to drive for a year so we're selling my car.
I know it was my fault...but I feel like I let everyone down.
Swimming is my life, but I'm not allowed to be on the team in the spring because of this.
So that's why I'm sad.

My mom doesn't care unless she has to. Same with my dad.
I feel helpless and lonely and I can't shake this depression that's coming.
I'm not sure that he wants a relationship. I really do, and we talked about it.
My friend died in June. And I miss her a lot. It's going to be really weird without her around.

So its about 210 in the morning and im at my boyfriends house and earler he told me that he dident like any poetry and the really stung because i thought that he liked my work. its really importNT TO (sorry turnd caps on again lol) me becasuemy poetry is a huge HUGE part of my life. its not something that can just be ingonred or put to the side i wanted him to critique it to understand my work. i dont understand.... its so important to me and it really stung that he dint think much of it. its like me saying oh well i dont like the fact that ur in callage..and thus i dont care about what u say aobut it... wait ..what? no i wouldent say that>> its not rite... it makes me think that im with the wrong person. : ( and that imnever going to ever find the rite person. i miss my old bf he loved everything about me. we went out for 2 and a half years. he was everything to me. now its gone. pluse my parents are really starting to get on my nervs there alays trying to start shit with me i know there overstressed but still all i do is try to help and they still get obsessed with everything. so annoying. and now my x is trying to get with me AGAIN god no. hes such a jack ass i dont know why i ever went out with him in the first palce. everything is SO wrong rite now in my life. i want things back the way they used to be before the panic attacks before the depresssion before the xanix and sleeping pills before the lexapro before the cancer before the shadows came and took away all the happiness in my house. i want to screme at it and till it to just go away. but no amout of screaming will fix any of this.....

Till then sweet dreams on the wings of a black dove

Becuase I'm of tired of watching people die before my eyes...because I cant trust anyone....because my heart has gone cold.

My main reasons are That I don't feel loved, even when my mom and dad say they love me, I want to find my trut love and right now i keep thinking i will never find him. And also I may be 14 but people at my school call me weird , crazy, dum, and a freak., and also my past.

I just graduated from treatment and came back to the school I had started my freshman year, now everything seems so weird. The people I thought I were close too seem to have forgotten that we used to hang out, now I wander the halls smiling like a fool hoping someone would notice.....They notice I guess....but think I'm .... an idiot. Life's life I guess. I'm doomed to wander this planet dazed and confused. =]

Because it seems sometimes as if no one cares about me or the world for that matter...because everytime i try to get close fear pulls me away...

I feel sad because I'm holding everything in and I have no where to cry it out or to express what I feel, because my ex best friends sister talked shit about my sister and now I have no one to talk to, no one to help me through anything...I feel so alone and abandoned. I feel like the life in me is being takin out slowly, and the person I used to be is floating away every second, that the old depressed me is coming back....

Because my stress is hurting me...but i cant escape it...

Because my stress is hurting me...but i cant escape it...

Because I miss my nan/uncle very much and I don't think I've ever grieved since they went ....

Because im so confused right now. i love my best friend to death and i cudnt imagine not being around her but lately ive been wanting more then just a friendship. Ive told her that i love her and yes i said it that way not just like a friend. She said she likes me but doesnt want a boyfriend becasue she dated my best friend a few months ago. Yes i went insane and could barely talk to her and him without clenching my fist in a fit of rage or depression. She knows i felt that way and more recently ive told her that i like the idea of her as a friend only and then afterward i told her i had feelings for another person and she went completely silent. Just like insane silence like a pin could drop and we would hear it. Then she just walked off. She texted me a few days ago saying it was okay and i believed her. i asked her best friend what happened and Dreia said she cried for like 6 straight hours. I feel horrible because i think i know what happened here. I feel like an asshole. She said she wanted to be my friend tho! And now shes been hanging around with all these guys and constantly blows me off and i can't help but feel really jealous. Im going slowly insane and i hurt inside when i see her (Monica) and my other crush (Gaby) asking me to come with them and i dont know what to do so i try to avoid them a little until i can try to find out what to do. Input?

I try my best to remain happy, and surround myself with things and people that make me happy.

in this past year, I have been growing apart from my best friend. it is normal, I suppose. except it's a bit more heart breaking, because in each other's eyes we feel as if we both have changed. we find ourselves thinking that one another is no longer a good person or friend.

and then in August, my older brother went out of state for college. it's been hard not having him here, we have always had a great bond and relationship. and I hate how far away he feels.

I think its good to try and be happy, but if i had to say why im sad, it would be because i dont like myself. at all. but im working on that, because i dont like not liking myself.
someday ima be so concieted yall wont be able to stand me :)

A have a few reasons why i'm sad. one because my dad is an alcholoc and he might be going to jail soon. he hates my guts and told me he'd rather keep drinking than live in the same house as us.

so he left. also because my boyfriend broke up with me for a new girl who is a complete prep just because he thinks she is beautiful. and i miss him like crazzy. I still love him with every bit of my heart that is left. and i would give anything for him to feel the same way.

also because i have to hide half my life from my family. i am addicted to cutting and i have to hide it everyday and i have tried to comit suicide. i smoke weed occaisionly just to keep some of the pain away and give my scarred wrists a break.

I feel sad and guilty, because if i do die of cancer, my partner will be all alone, and thats the only thing that matters to me.

I'm sad because I feel like I never fit in. I'm never accepted by others. I don't feel like I try but why try if they don't accept me anyways? I don't really have a social life...

I feel alone, like I have no one to talk to.

Sigh.