Relatives/Friends That Have Passed Away!!!

I just want this forum to be a place where everyone that has ever lost someone really close to them can talk about it.

Everyone knows that when someone passes away we can't take it back there will always be them what if's, but in all reality we can never make them come back.

It helps alot to express your feelings to people/someone who knows what your going through and can understand how you are feeling. So here's your chance to let it all out and give talking a chance, I'm here for anyone that wants to talk.

Today on Feb. 3 2009 it has been 2 years since my little cousin passed away. He was the closest person to me. We did everything together, and when he died I went crazy I didn't know what to do. I cut my wrists, and I started to believe that there was no god. But then I found a friend to talk to and she made everything better. I realized that there is a god, and he will help me. Things happen for a reason, and you just have to deal with it. Everyone tried to tell me that but I wouldn't listen I just continued to hate myself because I thought I could have saved him. But today I know he is watching me and I know he is safe with god.

R.I.P
James
2000-2007

Your Nanna seemed like a very good role model to you, so I'm almost positive that you will take after her, if she means that much to her, then I know your gonna wanna follow in her foot prints just to make her proud, because even if she is not here physically, we all know she is here mentally and she is watching over to make sure nothing bad happens to you. I hope everything in life works out for you. Anytime you need to talk I am here

I just hope other people will post something here too because it's always good to let everything out instead of holding it inside

Hi. My name is Raimi.
My grandpa passed away in January.
I didn't cry at all. Not until the viewing.
And I haven't about it since.
The last time I talked to him was Christmas of '07.
I kept putting off seeing him. I kept putting it off and putting it off. I was supposed to go see him christmas day this year..But that didn't happen. When I was younger, he was my best friend. He taught me how to ride a bike. He got me my first one. I got to sit around while he worked on his odd and end projects. He loved elephants and lighthouses. I got him a miniature lighthouse for christmas once..and never got the chance to give it to him cus my dog chewed it up. I miss him sooo much. And I'm sooooo sorry. I just want to say I'm sorrry. I'm so sorry. I wasn't there for him when I should have been. I knew he was dying all along. I just didn't want it to happen so I thought if I ignored it, it would just go away. And look what happened. I did ignore it..and now he's gone and I never got to say goodbye.
I really need to let this out because I need to cry.
I feel like all of this is building up inside. I know it is. I can feel it.
The pain is overflowing.

It's going to be a year sence my nan passed away...I miss her so much she was like a mum to me, when i was growing up all i remember is her giving me hugs when i cried! I miss talking to her about whats going on in my life cos i feel she's the only one that listened!!!! I miss everything about her, I will never ever find someone like her!!! When she was in hospital she never gave up and always had a smile on her face right til the end, she was so brave and gave everything to me sometimes to much.... If i could call heaven i wouldn't be able to aford my fone bill!!!! I love her dearly always and forever and if i can grow up to be half the woman she was it'd make me the happiest person in the world!!! Forever in my heart Nan R.I.P xoxox

I have lost so many people in my life the last few years I have lost my grampa and then my gram then the other gram and then my mother in law then just last year a very close friend killed herself and it is hard for now I have a special friend that wants to kill herself and I am scared she will do it and I dont know what to do she lives 300 miles from me so I cant be there to help her and try to stop it I hurt so bad

I've been fortunate enough to only lose my cousin, my best friend, and my aunt. Compared to the many people out there I have only lost a few. So I just want to say to all who have lost someone, stay strong and words cannot explain the sorrow I feel.

I hope everything eventually gets better for all of you, and time will soon pass us by. It's been 2 years since my cousin has been gone and it still hurts me deep inside every time I think or even talk about him. So I dont know how long it will take me to stop hurting so much, but I do know that I will never forget him he is Gone But Not Forgotten.