plz plz plz help

look my mom found out baout all my cutting and my scras normally she just finds out about a few but now ive got nowere to cut , i havent cut for 2 days n ive been doing it for 2 years and its soo difficult i mean i have to do it i really HAVE TO NOW , my mom dosnt realise how much i depend on cuttinf she dosnt realise how hard it is to stop plus i dont reallty wana soo its even more harder!!!! i dono wot do anymore yesterday i was gonna just do da last cut just so i could feel it one more time n not worry about her finding out omg i wish i never started fcuk !!! ,well if u can giv ny sugestionm on how 2 stop plz do fanx luv lidxxxxx

Well I think you should definately go to councilling, or see a specialist about this kind of thing. Although saying that I cant really talk because thats not the kind of thing I would want to do. I really want to stop too - until yesterday I hadnt cut for a good few weeks but then things started going wrong again. I understand what you mean by HAVING to cut. It becomes like an addiction, but I do think you should get help to stop it. It isnt good for you and in the long run it leaves you feeling worse. Yeah well like I said before, I cant really say much seeing as I am in the same position.
Take care and I hope things get better for you.

instead of cutting to relief the pain, try finding something else to wich you can relate. if possible, somthing wich involves someone you trust.

hey i know what you mean in that situation i mean it was hard for me but then i tohught of me friends and family if i did die or somthing how owuld they feel there lives will go down the drain just because i was selfish ebough to think of myself... thats not how i work i always put people first maybe everytime you could think of your best friend and think how she would react...