I am just soooo shocked

Sorry I am just really sad and don't know what to do. I know I can't do anything about it but move one but my cuz died. He left behind a little girl and a little boy. He died from drugs but really I guess it was the way he wanted to leave this world.

I know exactly what your going through. I have lost my first love and its really hard to let go. I'm really sorry about your cousin.

You can always pm me and talk about it.

It is really hard...But not as hard as it must be for you and it is not easy to let go of anything you love so much

You may never truly get over him. But time will pass by, and the more time that passes the easier it will be to live your life. My cousin James passed away in 2007, he was only 6 yrs old and at first I didn't want to live any longer myself. But as time began to pass I started saying to myself that he is in a better place now. So now I just look at it as him watching over me protecting me from all evil

Thats so sad. Im so sorry for your loses.

But i do agree with the comment above, you never really get over it, and no one expects you too, but you just sort of learn to live with it i guess. And it isnt always easy, like they'll always be missed but it'll be easier to move on with time. But i understand how it feels losing someone you love, and it is very hard to move on. But stay strong. PM me if you wanna talk.