I cried today because...[#3]

I cried today because it's the 1st day in 8 months that I won't be able to see him or even hear his voice.I cried because this up coming month is going to be the hardest of my life so far.

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I cried today because the one i love told me she was happier before she met me, before i came into her life

I cried beacuse two of my best friends, one who is a cousin are moving away. And I didn't get to say goodbye to one of them.

I cried because my father caused me sooo much pain and I then went to my exam and failed it.

I cried today becuz a good friends died monday after a 2 yr battel with cancer and my dad also has cancer and I dont want him to die.

Another one of my best friends might be dying.

I cried because I couldn't hold it in any longer and my assignment is not finished and it's due in tomorrow.

He is sending me to many mixed signals and i shouldnt stress while im pregnant.

I cried today because I was reading through these and it made me reflect on the one thing that is tearing me apart, which is that my ex doesn't want to get back together with me because I broke his heart the first time and no matter how hard I try I can't get him to fully trust me again. A year and half wasted... and now all I want to do is drink it all away.

I cried because I miss him, and it's hurting me that we can't be together until school starts in three long months. :/

I cried again today because i was looking forward to seeing him this afternoon..my hopes were so high and now..well they are crushed and i miss him.

I cried because I watched Gran Torino..lol

Because it's 1am and im still doing an assignment that is due at 9am and im stressed out!!

My mother's car broke down when she was taking me and my fiance out to hang out

Cuz my brother had to leave and go bak home and i dont know when ill see him again.. man this is heart breaking... i miss him soooooo much.. grr...

I cried today because i bought myself sims 3 as a graduation present to myself and i forgot my dvd-rom has been broken for like 2 years. so now i have to wait to get a new one on monday to play. haha. call me lame, but i was SO excited to spend the first day of summer lounging in front of my pc and playing sims 3. haha

My friend died yesterday after her liver failed during a liver transplant which put her into a coma...

and my parents said they love me. I haven't heard that in so long.

Because I realised that everything I want and need I can never have.

I cried today because my grandma tells me that im fat. ...well mostly imples it, but still...i know what she's saying. i weight 125 pounds...i dont think that fat..but i always waer baggy clothes around her and anywhere i go now, because i am so self consious...

Well I cried yesterday (if that counts) because I was watching Michael Jackson's memorial.

I cried today because my boyfriend has another girlfriend.

I cried today because after all these years of looking for acceptance, my parents still wont accept me for who I am. They try to hard to get me to be who they want. They don't care what I want or how I feel..

I cried today because my friend was talking about Family Guy ...

I watched it at his house ...

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I cried today because the guy I changed my entire life for left me for no reason......

I cried today because I broke up with my girlfriend. Long distance relationship kills. I still love her but it was getting too hard. I regret it now..

I cried today because I got into a huge fight with my dad and then cut.

Huh....everyone of us go through times where we begin to wonder things. HUGE things. Whether we're worh it, whether we deserve anything we have, whether anyone really even cares. We each have our own demons to face. While we can not help fight the demons of others, we can lend support. You cried because you know your mum deserves her life...maybe even more...a lot more. Just give her support, let her think things through. Things will be ok. We have to learn from the darkness and sadness within us and grow from it. You will and so will your mum. (this is for livelovelearnD ie)

I myself have gone through moments like that...an from experience i'm going to be honest with you....YOU need to focus!!! Life is going to give you crap...and at times your going to feel overwhelmed. Dont let it hold you down. Crying all the time makes you wonder if you'll ever be truely happy again. You will and you can. But first you have to try to get out of this black hole that has seemed to engulf your very being. Listen, when i was there i got advice from....one of the only true friends i have. And from his advice I wrote a poem that i posted: its called just as the phoenix. you should read it. It helped me. NOw everytime i feel like crying I think of the poem and look at a picture of the phoenix as it explodes upon it's death. To feel deserted is a horrible thing. Dont feel that way, everything really will be ok.( this is for kitty)

HE TOLD ME THAT HE LOVED ME!
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+ being the soppy sod i am, i broke down in happiness :)

I don't know what I am. Ppl have titles 4 everything and they classify u as something and bcuz they don't understand or feel the way u do, they make u feel bad and dirty. I don't know what I am or what I might b but whatever it is, I'm scared. I know that if I am what I think I might b or not, ppl, my family will never look @ me the same. I won't look @ me the same. I'll b me but @ the same same time a different person. Who is 2 say what is normal? How can we tell who we really r?

I cried because he texted me and told me he loved me and regreted ever letting me go.....then i found out that it was his girlfriend texting me.

I cried because my first love was killed in combat and i can't tell his family or friends if he's still alive or not

I cried because he really did love me too

Cuz of stress

Mum got really mad at me and I felt awful.

Because I miss someone special from my past. I want him back so bad. Im gonna get him back. I made a mistake and I regret it every second of every day.. He was my everything. Still is my everyting

I cried today because..
i dont want him to leave me.. i love him

I cried today out of confusion and frustration...does he really want to be with me, or is he terrified of never speaking again if we break up and just fight in the end?

I cried today because still im lonely.. why mr.cupids cant find the right person for me.. is there anyperson can love me can accept who i am? can fight for me? i dont know.. im just an ordinary gay but descreet. straight acting

do i deserve to be alone for ever?!!

I cried today because I got overwhelmed and frustrated. Everything thats been happening lately just slammed me and I hit the sheets. But hey, Im better now.