I cried today because...[#3]

I cried today because I have been away from my family for so long I feel empty, I am in the Army and even though I knew it was a good choice for me to take I think with out any support I feel I have taken on a mental task that might be to much for me to handle. I feel alone, and the walls are slowly closing in on me, and I dont know why.

I shed tears today in frustration with the reality that I would never be the person who would do well in life. Maybe, just maybe, someday I would conquer the depression that is stopping me from believing in myself and do the things I really want to do. I also shed tears today because my brother is coming home to stay with us until he gets a new apartment. He and I don't get along real well unless its just a few minutes of 'Hello, Goodbye.' erg. life is so frustrating.

I cried today because my computer is broken and has been all week and I was told that when Comcast came out today they could fix it, but they couldn't...My computer is dead and I don't know when I'll have a chance to get to a Bestbuy to get it looked at. :(

I cried today because I longed for something that did not exist anymore...

I cried today because I miss my ex... I still love him and I know he loves me... :'(

I cried today because of the deaths of 12 soldiers I never knew, though it made me scared that some day it could be me or my brothers...

I miss that girl.

I cried because of an episode of The Golden Girls I was watching earlier

Because the side of my head that i got a concussion in yesterday hurts really bad still. =[

I cried because my love is alive and is going to leave the military to have a life with me, and for once, everyone's happy with the guy I'm with :)

I cried today becuase i finaly realised i have no one and the person i love is straight and because i feel as if i have hole in my stomach that never goes away

Well...I cried yesterday (if that counts)...I was listining to the song

Long Distance by: Brandy