Grrr .. needa vent

I hate my sister so much ! all she ever thinks about is herself, and she thinks she is top shit, she ALWAYS thinks she is right , and even if she isnt she makes herself seem like she is ! and she makes a big deal out of EVERYTHING ! shes always calling me a failure and how im going to fail in life and get nowhere and im just so sick of her crap. Just because my parents have higher expectations for her, just because i didnt get into the same school as her , she thinks i will fail , she thinks im stupid and everything ! and i know im not , but its just so frustrattiing that she always has to bring it up and it makes me mad ! Right now we are fighting , and we havent been talking for a few weeks , and She is always bagging me when she knows I can hear her , shes just generally being a bitch. She makes the biggest deal out of the smallest problems, and she gets so fired up easily , most of the time I just ignore her and I pretend I don't care , but I do and Im sick of hearing her bagging me, bitching about me and everything ! just argh !! just before we got into another argumement and then she goes to my brothers room and goes oh can you smell that ? it smells so much over that side of the house , just when you walk past it , it smells so much and blah blah, like its so immature and stupid , but it just getts to me and I don't want it to ! And she acts like we aren't related , like when my brother is like comparing us as sisters she'll be like oh don't compare me to that retard , we are not related and all this shit. And then she'll go on about how its such an embaressment to have me as a sister and how she just hopes ill die and shes always saying how much she hates and and if she could she would shoot me right now . like I ignore her and everything , but it still hurts and when I think about everything she has said and done to me , she is a really horrible person is and she doesn't consider anyones feelings . and now im crying
Why the hell am I crying over her !! omg im such an idiot ! but why cant she just ignore me , like she has to make a big deal out of everything , if she ignored me everything would be fine , I would get on with my life pretending she didn't exist and everything would be fine ! but she has to say al this crap about me. Acting like shes innocent infront of mum and then she comes and says all this shit to me ! arhg

Cindyy I am sorry all that is going on, try to not let her get to you, but I know what you mean and I hope things get better. Is there any way you can talk to your parents or her about it? I just hate to see someone so hurt and sad, please pm me if you want to talk. I am a good listener and will be here for you whenever.

take care, :P

Ah, sisterly love. Honestly, all siblings go through this. My sister constantly does this to me. Just ignore her. That's really the only thing to do. If you try to fight her back, based on reading what you wrote, it may just get worse. Just ignore her. That might tell her that you don't really care.

Thanks :) im kinda over it now haha but i was really angry last night and yeah i do try to ignore her , like when she says stuff to me i just dont say anything , but i can still hear her and that still affects me i guess .

and thanks ^^ :)