Sometimes I just...

Need someone to talk to..
I have so much going on in my mind..
All the time..
I feel so emotionally cut sometimes..
I know they always said
"life isn't fair"
And that's right, its not..
But I didn't know that nothing was suppose to go right..
Kinda just need someone to talk to my feelings to..
Someone who understands ups and downs in ones life..
A good friend to try to help me through it all..
I have been through to much with friends here..
So I don't really have them to talk too..

I know exactly how you feel. I have suffered from depression for 3 years, haven't had any help. But I know from experience, fighting it makes you a stronger person. I often help my friends with a lot of their issues, just wish I could sort mine out lol.

If you ever want to talk, feel free to message =]

Take care && Stay Strong

Tattered Soul;; Yes I have suffered from it for a little while now. Although I'm very good at hiding it. A lot of people don't see I'm hurting because I have the ability to smile when I'm around others to make them happy. I too have friends who come to me out their issues and concerns. I help them however I can, I just have a hard time asking for help backk.. I find its easier to help someone else with their problems instead of fixing your own.

I try to take life step by step, day by day. Sometimes It's harder then it seems. But I still try.

XxworthlessxX; I understand what your talking about, Life constantly gives me sh*t. And if you dont really know me than you have no clue because im constantly laughing and smiling. But for those who do, they know that sometimes i hold things in for too long, and i cant take it anymore. I love to help with problems...but i hate accepting others help. There are things that i love to do...one of them being writing poetry... that keep me sane. But dont feel deserted...I have learned that the hard way. As for living day by day i try to do that to. I once got this e-mail and i immediately commited it to memory. I try to live by it:

As we grow we learn that even the one person that was never supposed to let you down, probably wil. You will have your heart broken probably more than once, And it's harder everytime. You'll brake hearts too, so remember how it felt like when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend, you'll blame a new love for things an old one did, you'll cry because time is passing to fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love.

So, take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin...

I'm here if you ever need someone to talk to.
:)

I think we all feel like this at least once in our life. Life isn't fair, your right. It's not supposed to be easy, it sucks but we all have to go through it. Im pretty easy to talk to, I might not know what to say but I will sure listen. Im here if you want to send me a message.

Keep your head up (:

-Berkleigh

Lovergirl;; Lol. It really does. I'm the same way. Sometimes it's crazy how much you can hold back until someone notices. I do the same. I hate help from others. Well at least from most of my friends.. As bad as this sounds I don't really trust them.. If one person knows.. Everyone knows.. So I am so bottled up. Yet everything they tell me I keep in.. No matter how much someone bugs me to know what they said.. Yes I do the same. Sometimes I don't post all of the poems I write but I post some. :)

Yes heart break does get harder everytime. I find the first person you let into your heart you take it bad but not horrible. But the more people you let in, it gets harder and harder cause you trusted them more. I've been in a relationship for 3 months now. And I'm happy with it. She treats me great. But I'm just not ready to completely open up yet.. I've tried.. but I don't want to put all my trust in her to get thrown down a few months later. I'm trying to take it slow. I fight with my best friend all the time. Her and I are so much alike its unreal. We kinda take things out on eachother sometimes. But we both understand where we are coming from in the end and why we do it cause we explain ourselves after.

"So, take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin..."
I reallly like that:) I've never looked at life that way. thanks alot !

LifesALovePoem;; Thank you soo much!!

Berkleigh Alison;; It really does suck. Its harder then I thought it would. I look back to when I was younger and things seem so much easier. Although, the key word is SEEM. they always seem like they are easier. But they never are. They never were. We just didn't understand everything that was going around us. But the older we get the more mature we get and the more we understand, the more we realize. Thank you very much. I will for sure message you if I need it:)

No problem....and your welcome....if you ever need someone to talk to...you can pm me...

Yeah right....sometimes we feel down,depressed,desperate....this is life we can do nothing about it,we have to endure things that we can't change.

So we must be strong,and face our problems in time in order to have a free mind.

Try to free your mind,just relax and I hope you'll be fine.

Take care of yourself.

Yea, youre right--the older we get, the more insightful we get to be in this world. But even more older we get, things start to get better. I know it may not seem like it but it does. I know we can never forget, but whats in the past is in the past. Just relax..Think about happy, funny things. Laugh. Enjoy what you can. Your picture--you look like somewhat of a youngin, you got plenty of time left to live!! (:

I understand how you feel...

As for the older you get the better things get? uhm no. my dads 63 and hes got cancer uncurable.

As for the past is past yes it is and i agree that you shouldent ever forget becasue if you forget your liable to make the same mistakes mutuple times

till then- peace on the wings of a black dove

Well I've been trying to think about happy fun things for a very long time.
Sometimes things don't get better as you get older.
Has nothing to do with getting older.
Somethings can't get better.
But in time they will start to clear up.
Sometimes one problem goes away but another one shows up.
It's part of life.
I was having a hard time with my girlfriend at the time I wrote this.
My cousin had just passed away.
And a bunch of other things with my dad, school. etc.
I'm trying to sort them out one by one.
And things are starting to light up.
They will get better.
Sometimes its hard for things to work when your at home.
As for me its hard because me and my family do not get along at all.
But to fix that I found a job, I'm looking for somewhere to live to go to College.
And Things are getting better.
Sometimes it just takes a lot to realize things can get better.
Its harder to realize sometimes but now that i'm finally realizing it i'm feeling a lot better and a lot more positive about life:)

Thinking about or doing fun things doesn't always make us feel better. The older we get the more troubles we have to deal with ie jobs, children etc but the wiser we get to the issues and we seem to know how to deal with them usually this means putting on a brave face and smiling through.
When we've dealt with one problem another does usually come along but when we deal with others there will be no problems for awhile. Like you said, it's life and at times life deals us things that we can't seem to handle well not at the particular time it's been dealt to us but somehow we get round to dealing with it but sorting our problems out one by one does help because if you try to some them out at the same time it doesn't work because the problems end up getting messed up and it makes it harder deal with them. Things will get better in time they always do. You just seem to need to get away from the things/people that are making it harder to deal with your problems and deal with them yourself and when you've dealt with them everything will be ok. It's good that your beginning to think positive. You will somedays have set backs but that's all in the healing process.