VENT the second

Vent: i've got a very very good life (not money wise but other things that matter), tons of friends, big togethert family, good grades, few choice material things and more. but i don't feel... right. complete. why is it not enough? i know it's wrng but sometimes i wish i could just give up, but i can't. i've lapsed back into bad harmful habbits just because i can and i just don't much care anymore. God, i'm screwed up -.-