Help me find the right words!

I have been with this guy for about 2 years off and on he tells me he loves me but other people say hes running threw the halls saying hes playing with me. He calls me and sees me when ever its good for him. He cheats he hurts me but i just cant seem to get over him everytime i see him i fall for his game and fall right back in love with him. Hes my first love first real boyfriend first everything. I need help finding me a poem that explains all this. please help!

hey jenny i think i might have a couple poems fo you, maybe check out "Him and I", that one might be the best one that i have that might help you with it, and it's one of the few i experianced i know wht your going through and it's rough just stay strong someone else will come if you keep on taking him back he will keep on hurting you,

take care hopefully i helped! ~lil slam~