Hes happy with her

So why cant i be happy?

^^ Exactly.

I understand how you feel. It's a long process to get over. You have to stop thinking about him and his life and move on with yours...

Ok little bit more in detail yeah they are all right but i know its not that easy bc it hurts...it will hurts and you may think you cant ever be happy again...but you can...i let myself be miserable for a year and a half and it got me pregnant bc i just settled for what ever...then he walked out i have not heard from him in two months...the baby may never know his father and he made me almost loose my child...i fight everyday wheather or not i will ever tell my little boy or what i willl say to him i realy do...now this all happened bci thought i could never be happy so i gave up and settled bc he said he wanted me and he never really did...so move on slowly but move on bc you can be happy

Thats terrible, i know i can move on, i just wish it would happen already:(

^ You just need to be patient and need to stop feeling sorry for yourself.