i think im going to kill my self....

Dont worry..I feel the same. But you must remember, It doesnt matter what people think of you now because when you are older they wont be around to torment you anymore. You will be a new person, withnew opinions and perspectives. I am 12 and I know this. Its what helps me through the hard times. You must remember this..you are worth something. Or else you wouldnt be here would you. There is a reason you are here. You just need to find it. I also need to find my reason. But as long as you know that people can think whatever they want about you, it wont matter when you are older, you can get through life. If you want to talk to me email phoebos_world@hotmail.com
Keep your chin up :)
And smile
Bibi xx Pheebs

when you kill yourself, do you really want to be added to the list of suicides. just a number. i mean that's even worse than being not known.

Good point Sonia - way to go out of life...as another statistic

You can email me if you like :o)

it so surpirinsing how many people say that

think more, and better of yourself than you do now, believe in your self,and things just can't go wrong. your still young man, you don't know what's waiting around the next corner.

You say that u get added to a list or become a stat with suicide. Wots wrong with that? I'd prefer to be forgotten.

If you think you're life is bad read the book "child called it" He didn't kill himself and i'm sure his life was worse than yours. Actully I know his life was worse because he never got the chance to sit infornt of the computer and type his "i hate my parents". Whom may I add made him eat his own shit and vomit. Oh yeah did I mention they burned him w/ the stove and fed him the food the dogs wouldn't eat. Hmmm I scratch my head. If someone could survive that I think anybody could survive a little yelling at from there parents. At least they care enought to yell at you.

Stay strong, I know it's difficult. You don't ahve to excell at something to get it appreciated. IT's nice to excell, but you don't HAVE to be the best to get gratitude for your efforts, though sometimes it does feel like that.
My address is on my profile if you want to talk.
Take care of yourself. Head up.
All my love,
Laura.

Just remembered something that I've been racking my head for a good while.

Suicide is murder. The intentional killing of a human being with prior thought and planning.

Think about that.

Bert

Don't kill yourself, you must have something to live for, someone must love you... Anyways, if you're really gonna do it, I hope to see you in heaven or in hell sometime soon. Take care.
-nick