1,000 secrets

1.) I sometimes wonder if everything I am is a lie.

2.) I can't post a lot of things on here, because I've let a couple people know that I'm on here, and they would come and look at my posts.

3.) I remember what I want to forget, and forget what I want to remember.

Post your secrets here too, so we make a thousand. :)

4.) i talk to sprits.

5.) i love making new friends :)

6.) im weird

7.) im a terrible girlfriend.

1.) this will sound very weird but sometimes i know what people will say to me before it happens

2.) i use to talk to dead family members in my sleep (dreams)

1) Sometimes I tell people to stop doing the things that I do.
2) I'm weaker than I seem
3) I ignore my feelings and never share them with anyone, especially if it hurts the person I'm telling.
4) I have a huge earge to run away
5) I pretend to be the good daughter when in fact I'm not, it's an act until I can get myself out.

1. I like men that are way older than me.

2. I'm afraid to be older than 40 years old.

3. I steal my dad's perscription medicine.

1. I believe all natural disasters should end in hundreds or thousands of people dying.

2. My inspiration for poetry, for life, for love.. has left me.

3. I throw everything I care about away.. so no one has anything to spite me with.

4. I challenge my fears too much, but it's the only thing that makes me feel alive.

25. Parents, family, friends, my Grandma Bernice and Papa Ken (my childhood day car takers) don't know that their grandson (my day care takers grandson) tried to molest me. I'll take the secret with me to my grave.

27.) I'm scared of my boyfriend liking someone else, and I don't wanna know if he does.

3. my love for my family is leaving

4. i feel as if poetry is all i have left besides my boyfriend

5. i feel like my life is routine

32. I hate the smell of lamb

33. I have dreams where I have pokemon. (And I still wish that was real)

34. Sometimes, I talk to my stuffed animals because I think they might pull a "Toy Story" act on me. o-o

35. I feel really cruddy if I do/say something and it makes the situation awkward.

36. I think I may have a major crush on my best guy friend. >_<

37. I'm scared of people getting close to me including my bf so I push them away.

38. I know my bf won't change and he'll never be enough, so I don't know why I'm wasting my time.

39. I say things to convince myself that I'm happy but really I'm not.

41. I'm never satisfied.

42. I'm lonely.

43. I have horrible vision

44. I'm such a user. :/

45. I think my house is haunted.

46.) im pretty pissed that you just freakin dropped off the face of the earth like that. thanks a lot.

1] I hate even numbers

2] This is the number I hate the most

3] I have these urges to just yell for no reason when people are around.

4]I fear being alone

5] I sometimes think I can hear the wind talking from the trees.

1) I see flashes of the future

2) Nobody knows what I am really like

3) I don't consider my mum my actual mum after what she did to my family

47) I want to kick anyone who believes in psychic powers right in the sacral chakra!

http://www.randi.org/site/index.php/1m-challenge.html

48) I am worried I have some kind of inherited sleep disorder which I confused for some kind of OBE experiece but might actually be a form of schizophrenia

49) I am jealous of the certainty about life religious people have, even though they are so wrong I want to kick them in their prostrated arses.

50) Sometimes I'm so awesome it totally reminds me there is hope for everyone, cause if I can be super frakking anyone can

51) pesto and avocado is the perfect breakfast.

52) I already know how the rest of my life is going to happen. That fact doesn't scare or bore me, I find it... comfortable.

53) I feel like I have really high expectations and I try my hardest, but deep down inside I just want to fall apart and give up. I need a mental break...

58) I wish my family wasn't so judgmental and stereotypical about everything.

6]Afraid of the dark. I turn on all the lights when I am alone..

7] I have a bedroom but I don't sleep in it.

8] I am obsessed with cake. I love cake. Cake Cake Cake Cake Cake Cake Cake.

9] I wish The Family would be A Family.

10] Wish Dad never died.

3. i play like i'm not scared of the dark but i am

4. i sometimes leave my lite on when i go to sleep

5. im scared of having nightmares

6. i have crying spells

7. i am brave for others but not for miself

4) I don't believe in love or marriage

5) I help others but not myself

6) When I go into a church my body starts shaking and I pass out. I cant even hear the word God or Jesus without freaking out.

11] I blame myself for His death.

12] This is the number that I played during my basketball years... now it is just bad luck.

13] I have been to treatment.

14] I have an addiction with numbers... even though I am very bad at math

15] When I am alone I turn all the lights on and hide in my room

16] I read constantly

17] I love life... I just act like it doesn't matter

18] I tried suicide

19] Wake up at five thirty every morning just to read a few chapters in my book

20] I sometimes pretend I am rich

21] People think I'm weird 0_o

22] I think people are weird

23] I get offended easily but don't show it

24] I like to talk about me and the unusual way I live

25] bath tubs scare me

26] I can't dance

27] The word perplex is an awesome word

28] I like repeating myself till people get annoyed

29] I like being a child

30] I found out I had a hidden sister who is now 37...

31] Dad and 'Mom' where married right after Mother died.

32] I hate 'Mom' but I love her so

33] Judge-me-not should be a flower

34] The word Joy should be a curse word

35] I am obsessed with penguins and squirrels.. they will rule the world with exploding rocks...

**Weren't we suppose to be numbering off till we hit 1,000? Oh well...

1] I can't dance even if my life counted on it.

2] I suck at math even though I'm Asian..lol.

3] Nobody really knows me, I don't even know me.

4] I feel like I NEED a bf when I know I don't.

I am the downfall of jannis joplin

I am secretly an alien in human form who is attracted to water and can walk down the busiest street in the city and still not want to go inside even if there IS a stupid sale on but OH NO IT DOESN'T WORK LIKE THAT because of the crowds, and then I end up in a frame of thought which involves dancing around a fountain, and did I mention the surface is slippery.

Whereupon I end up singing Greensleeves.

1. im not asian im just a realy light mexican
2. my parents dont help me with anything and havnt senice i was 15
3. I love johnathan with all my heart
4.i have a 1 1/2 year old baby boy
5. im moving to mexico this summer
6. im scared of being alone

^ omg, ur not asian? lol I swear you were! You look like someone I know :P

1) I wish my family were more closer.
2) I wish I had more family living here.
3) I wish I wasn't shy in social situations...

1.) I feel guilty doing anything for myself.
2.) I believe tha no matter what I do I will never be good enough
3.) Im way to hard on myself and blame myself for things that arent even my fault

LOL no im not.. most people think i am cause i kinda look it but im 100% mexican :)

1. i still love my ex
2. i color my hair black
3. i wished my family was more helpful and would be more apart of my life then there are

128. I'm so fed up with my friends...they never appreciate what I did...so tired about them

129. I can't wait to move out from this damn house! ahhh!

130. I love Nik so much! but he just doesn't know about it...

4. I always feel alone in a room full of people
5. I feel i will be single forever.
6. People think that in competitive sometimes.....but only because I feel I never win.
7. Even though I dont show it, I feel like everyone's got me beat....I'm not the best at anything.
8. I get upset easily everytime soemone gets mad at me or disappointed....but I try not to show it.
9. It's hard for me to admit im special

136. i wished my dad had not died

137. my dreamcatcher seems not to be working

138. i think i have demonphobia-i don't think that's the correct term

139. im lazy at times

140. im lonely sometimes and i think mi boyfriend is the only cure

143. God loves you!

145.) I'm scared to continue feeling anything for him because I know he's leaving.

146.) I'm afraid to tell him how upset I am because I don't want to drive him away, like my last ex did to me when I told him I didn't want to be with him anymore.

147.) I love tomato soup, and I especially love the way my friend's mum makes it with cream, but I can't ever make it the same way she does, no matter how I try.

148.) After 12 years performing in choir, I still get intense stage fright. I've only had stage fright since 7th grade, though. That's when I started having panic attacks and being really acrophobic and agorophobic.

149.) I feel like I'm losing my mind.

150.) I'm addicted to texting.

151.) Part of me knows I'm going to miss him, but for random, fleeting seconds, I remember that I'll meet other people, and wonder who it is that I'll meet.

152.) Everything about him is perfect for me, which makes this so much more upsetting, and I'm scared that, instead of getting over him, I'll search the faces of this world for another 'him'.

153.) I have a problem with rambling on about myself and not letting other people talk. :/

154.) I'm super sentimental, and yearbooks always make me wanna cry.

36] I love to swim, but I don't know how.

37] I am scared of folk tales because when I hear them I believe them. [Ircinraqs (Little People), Big Foot, faeries, mermaids, things like that.]

38] There are three hundred kids at this school I go to... and I only know about... 299

39] I just learned how to text not to long ago.

40] I speak Yupik which is a language in Alaska that is the most spoken out of all the other dieing languages. It is related to Cupik.

41] I have never been on a water slide.

161) I never want to get married

162) I am in love with my best friend

163) Maths is my worst subject

164) I change accents according to whom I talk to

165) I have weak bones and joints and because of this I am very fragile

166) I fall too easily.

167) I over analyze situations.

168) I'm insecure about my stomach...

169) I wish I was skinnier, even though everyone says I already am. (Don't worry I'm not stupid enough to starve myself.)