my mom jsut found out...please help...

HI im maggie... ive been cutting for about a year on and off. the other nite my mom jsut found out...that i had starteed again after stopping for 2 months....she got all worreid and made me promise i wood never do it again... but i did... she found out last ntie i did it again... she cried and sed that if i ever did it again she was taking me straight to the hostpital.. what do i do??? i erally dont wanna go to the hospital! but i cant stop... i need to do it so bad!!! and this morning she like strip searched me to make sure i didnt do it...... so i hav no wear to do it except mayb on my hip under my underwear but shell probly find a way to see if i did it there 2! please help me!!

thankyou for the advice.... i dont no wut to do tho... i need it today in skool i was shaking bc i coodnt do it...i jsut sat in the bathroom stall for 45 min contemplting wehre i cood do it without anyoen seeing and i came up with nothing jsut being shaken up.... urgh thanx anyhow i guess ill hav to try and and stop and who knows mayb i really will hav to end up going to the hospital... urgh

okay seriously no offence BUT GO TO THE FRICKEN HOSPITAL!!!! i was exactly the same way and i was in school doing the same thing and i just told the ppl i was sick and i went straight to the hospital and hey i didn't even have to meet the padded walls!!! i just got anti-depressant meds and hey now im good to go!!! im sory if i sound rude but for serious YOU NEED HELP

Emmerz

If you are resisting the urges, if you feel it is wrong, then don't do it.

you know no offence but ive found this out

CUTTING DOES NOTHING BUT LEAVE HORRIBLE HAUNTING SCARS there are SOOOOOOOOOOOO many other methods to releiving stress or letting go of anger or whatever reason it is that ppl cut. yeah i used to cut but i dont anymore cuz i found out that its wrong and once you stop your gonna look at your body and see all those scars and wonder why or one time thigns are going to go wrong and before you have the chance your dead. im sorry but you people have to stop!!!

A cry for help is a cry for attention.

IT IS NOT WHAT YOU DESERVE
how can you say that??

you shouldn't punish yourself by cutting you NEED to realize that you make mistakes i make mistakes EVERYONE DOES!!! and you just need to get over that punishing yourself by cutting IS NOT the answer seriously get help!! sorry if i come off rude again but im just trying to help

Emmerz

no problem im not usually like this bad day so if you wanna talk write me an email if ya wanna i also have msn if you wanna add me anyway heres my email

miss_invisible179@hotmail.com

keep rockin

Emmerz

>> August 'A cry for help is a cry for attention'

..Good point. But they aren't wanting to attract attention in the form of verbal/written abuse. They just want someone to confide in, someone who would at least TRY to help. They aren't looking for someone to tell them how pathetic they are.

than so much u guys o and august u no i ahte u so dont even mention anything in this discussion i dont want ur advice.... ive been thinking and if i do have to do it again i will ask my mom to take me to the hostpital....but see my bro was just there... and that made everyoen so sad.. i watched my mom make up excuses to everyone on why he wasnt home for a month i dont want her ot hav to do that if i end up in an institute or wut ever.... well... also i dont want my bro t get more depressed im wrorried for him... thanx so much tho u guys... mayb it wont help him but it wood b more depressing if i was dead so... yah... thanx

im going to a shrink on thurs so ill jsut listen to what she says... even tho idont feel rite tlking to someone that odesnt even no me.. iwas always agains shrinks..but still it sis worht a try i guess

good ;uck babe. email me if u want acusack89@yahoo.com

thanx everybody... i hope wen i go im not in a bad mood... whiich i probly will b... but like if im in a good mood i can easily tell how i feel and stuff thanx all so much for ur advice i cant appretianate it more

When you are in a good mood write all your feelings down. That way if you're in a bad mood on Thursday you can give her the notes. It's not the best way but it is a start and the start is the hardest part.

Bert

thats a good idea thanx.... i hav a journal and a book im writing called ... THE GIRL BENEATHE THE WATER... read it if it ever coeme out...im thinking of giving her that..... there all about depression and my book is jsut some girl in teh forest who cuts her self and all thsi crap.... i figure seh can gget something out of it.... bc THE GRIL BENEATH THE WATER pretmuch is about me with a twist to make the story good.... the girl lives alone in this cabin plays piano writes cuts over doses on pills she is me except the cabin part but thats wut ive always plained on doing.... if i run away..... so thanx i guess ill give the shrink that...not the first time tho i just wanna see wut i do hav the ugts to say 1st and then if it gets no where ill give hre thos