Things you said you would NEVER...

Whats is something you promined yourself and/or others you would NEVER do but are now doing?

Like I promised myself I would NEVER look for an apartment just go straight for a house, but niow I am in the precess of looking for an apartment for me and my fiance.

I told my self id never get obsessed over food, I told my self im happy with me im happy to be normal.
But now i count, i degrade my self. I want to be some thing i know i can never be and i know what im doing to my self is wrong and i dont quiet understand why. I stay open to people about it all it stops me becoming more obsessed the more you are left on your own the more you pick and pick at yourself. And i know where my line leads, and its the place i most fear.

I want to be like i was but even then i wasnt happy. Not really.

I promised myself I'd never be a hypocrite... but there are slip-ups sometimes.