I just want to Move on;

Lost the only guy who made me happy by doing nothing. Just by a smile from him makes my heart beat, When I see him I get butterflies. It's killing me inside that it had to end this way. I want to Move on but I've fallin' Deeply in love with him. I've been hanging out with my friends and family more often now but when I reach my house, in my room, I just wanna break down and cry until I have no tears left. Just having to not see him or hear his voice kills me inside. I just want to get this over with, I know it'll take time but I can't seem to even focus in school with him always running On my mind. I just can't focus anymore, I can't even think straight. I honestly Miss him so much </3

J.Rodriguez

Moving on is always hard, but it's something that you have to keep at and keep wanting to do. Depending on whether he did something wrong to break your heart or unfortunately passed away or something similar to that affects what you should do to move on.

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Agreed. Moving on will be difficult. Try to occupy your time with some hobbies you enjoy. It's something you need to do. I read your original post, and long distance will be difficult. You are both living two different lives. There is no reason you can't stay friends though. At least you have that.

Well actually that post was old, Me and that guy was done long time ago but this ones a new one. yeah, It's hard. but i know i'll get through this. and hobbies? I'm wrestling for my school, so thats keeping me occupied for now :)

I always try to do stuff that forces me to think when I need to get over something lol. Chess, video games, writing, drawing, or reading usually lol.

Yeah I'm trying I'm Trying but everyday I don't get to hear his voice or get to see him, It kills me inside, SLOWLY!

Give it time. If you want to be back to being happy and keep working at it, it'll happen. Whenever you start to feel down about not talking to him, tell yourself that it's better this way and list things in your head that make it better.

Thank you, Thank you very much. I'll keep that in Mind

No prob. I've had enough experience to know that sadness and depression are like black holes lol. They suck you in so easily and it's really hard to get out of it once you're experiencing it.

"Well actually that post was old, Me and that guy was done long time ago but this ones a new one."

Hey, well you've done it before. You can do it again!

Thank you, Thank you very Much :) yeah now you got me thinking. If I did it before, then im sure I can do it again!