I don't know if anyone would care but...here it goes..

I don't think anyone of you had any contact with my boyfriend in here, or I even don't think anyone knows I have a boyfriend over here..he is however The Poet, and his name is Anas. We had some troubles two weeks ago and we broke up somewhat, then we were back, trying to fix things...all over again and happily it worked....

Then, he started to feel ill and unwell...to lose weight fast and...we were worried...yeah kind of...but we didn't expect something serious....or we tried to 'deny' that nothing serious might happen.

He just called me from the hospital, and he told me that the doctors said there are two possibilies...it might be a worm in his stomach..for he is losing weight too fast and he is most of the time sick and tired, angry and tempered.....a worm in his stomach that is piercing it, so that food won't get to the blood. If you get what I mean, or it could be cancer...i find it hard and weird to say this word.....

I don't know why I'm writing this here but perhaps to vent? and I'm sorry if this is against the rules..or if any member would bother reading this, or if you think thats a useless thread or anything,mods please lock it or delet it...i just wanted to say something to someone and I'm sorry if I'm looking too silly...I know all of you are busy with the Abby's contest and such stuff but I need someone to read this and show some support, and oh how bad I feel....I want to cry, scream or do something because...I lost one of the dearest people a person can lose in the past....and now him....and I would do ANYthing now to stop this and ....I don't know......

I may not be active on here much,or maybe I'd prefer to delet my account, I'll see what happens,if he eeds me to stay 24/24 beside him then for sure,I'll delet my account and support him,give him all of me....

Guys, I know many of you hate me for whatever reason but just know you all formed a very big part of my life...I just need your prayers now....
or any thing...any word....I'm just so pathetic,at the moment..

Noura, My sweetheart, I for sure don't hate you, you are one of my best friends here, I would hate for you to feel so bad, and I do really hope Anas gets better soon and things aren't too serious, send him my best wishes.

Also, I wouldn't want you to delete your account, then no-one could read your wonderful poetry, and I would love you to keep in touch, as for not being active, as long as you are keeping yourself well that doesnt matter.

Honestly, I love you, and please have some hope, keep strong and stay positive, you've giving me some great advice, and I would love if I could help in any way.

My sweetie, You are not pathrtic, actually far from it! You are amazing, and again, I love you.

WTMNIS will continue to be a credit to you, if you begin to be less active.

I know WTMNIS won't let me down,I know that,but I'm sorry....if Anas needs me to delet my account and be beside him 24 hours....then i would....and believe me it feels so bitter to say this....PnQ is my best friend....

Sorry to hear Noura, my thoughts are with you and I hope it all works out ok.