~*LorienElf*~
19 years ago
well i just sort of relized i have this side to me thats really dark. i think of bloody and shadowy dreams all the time. And i find myself thinking about maybe cutting or dieing, but im not sure what to do. everything i think or write about is bloody and dark and i just dont know what to do about it. im trying to find a way out or to understand whats going on at least. and almost every time i let someone in on whats happening usually they just think i have issue or something. none of them bother to understand me or anything else. and even if in the rare case they did try, they wouldnt understand |
~*LorienElf*~
19 years ago
lol ya i think so |