i thought i could trust someone....

Try homeschooling?It's much more secure.

I know how it is to be deeply betrayed, i'm also a cutter. I'm sorry about your situation. I also become suicidal, but death won't fix your problems eithier. You can talk to me if you'd like. I need someone to talk to as well. It won't solve your problems but if while your cutting you carve little pictures in your arm it helps becauses you release the tension and distract yourself. Your living in your nightmare now so nothing worse can happen. Email me if you want, Dragonfly@searchmachine.com

I know exactly how you feel hun! 4 years ago my friend did the samething to me. She saw my wrist and told our homeroom teacher who told our vice principal and then everyone found out. My friends and my parents. They were like all crying and my dad was crying and my mother was mad at me. It was horrible. That was the worst day of my life. It was so hard. They all think I have stopped cutting but i haven't and it is so hard.

If you want to talk hun, I am here!! Anytime, just message me!

Love always,
Tiff

I have a poem about being betrayed by a good friend. It's called "To My Best Friend#2" you should check it out. When my friend betrayed me I almost died, e-mail me at lizkeefe@att.net.

omg i hope youll be okay. it can be a really miserable thing to have, not only a friend betray you, but also have everyone turned against you. people can be so harsh and cruel, they just dont care. only the people who have gone through it really know and those people dont come around often. but the best advice i can give you is to keep up hope that there are still some decent people out there, and this website is proof. so just remember, that though it seems like everyone is like this, there are some people who may understand. so when you find people like that, remember that you can trust them. well it sounds really hard, but remember, there are some people out there that will understand. and as for wanting to die, remember all the people in your life that arent like those people at your school, and how much theyd miss you or remember what youd miss, but if you cant even do it for yourself, do it for them.
anyway, best of luck!

I thought I could trust somone

These days people think too much in my opinion