good-bye to all who care to read

no one can help me now im done for i am holding some killer pills in my hand debating wether or not to take or not it's not like anyone cares well here i go. good-bye to all who care to read

like i said before no one can help me i'm scwerd but if you think you can talk away i'm listening

what friends i have no friends at school i sit in the coner while others throw stuff at me and i get pushed around yeah sure my family loves me and by the way i threw the pills away i won't kiillmy self promis but i could sure use someone to talk to

oh my god i knew you would come back and ay you wont do it i am seriosuly sick of people saying they will kill themselves ARRRRRGGGHHHHH

i didn't just say i was going to i had pills in my mouth ready to shallow but i mean eli is right there is people whp care i just refuse to see it because so many others don't so if i kill myself because some people that don't care what will be left for those who do so i wasn't just saying it i was a second away from doing it but i got some scence knocked on tp me

It's incredibly selfish of you to burden these people in this way.

Think about it.

There are other methods of sorting out your problems.

yeah i know that and i always have but sometimes i just become over come with sadness so much that i can't think straight and i feel death is the only way i can know

yeah i know that and i always have but sometimes i just become over come with sadness so much that i can't think straight and i feel death is the only way i can know

I'm glad you didn't go through with it. Ignore the people that call you selfish, you were just crying out for help, because you felt death was the only escape - there is nothing selfish about that. You may not have anyone to talk to at home, and we all need someone to talk to. If non of us reached out to one another when one of us was in a time of need, then this world would be a pretty lonely place. Keep asking for help and advice, and keep giving lots help to others, and I hope you stay strong

xxx

hey, you're not selfish. Or maybe you are. Maybe you do just want attention. Why not? Everyone does. I don't know. I don't know you well enough to make such rash observations of your character. but, Sure, I'll talk to you.

but I really think you should be talking to real people. Ignore us. We're just brains in jars. We can tell you all this advice, but grain of salt. Nothing beats a warm body. There's no reason for you to not have any friends. Well, in my experience, and witness to others, I have noticed a pattern that when people say they have no friends, there's usually some very good reasons. Some, you may find, you have total control over. I don't know the specifics, so I'll stop the speculation there.

Middle school sucks for most people. I've yet to meet anybody who says they liked they're Middle School years. but don't worry. You have a brilliant mind. You get through this, you'll be one of us "normal" people.

i can talk to u just email me if u want ...... iluvesoccer510@yahoo.com or IM me on yahoo or AIM iluvsoccer510

but i no how u feel cuzz i have been thinkin about killin myself alot lately cuzz my life is kinda like shit.. well ttyl i hope c ya

*~ShAtTeReD*HeArT~*

"no one can help me now im done for i am holding some killer pills in my hand debating wether or not to take or not it's not like anyone cares well here i go. good-bye to all who care to read"

Sorry Shojo, but this is about as selfish as it gets. I feel for the kid but this is not the way to go about getting help.

It's like me saying "Here talk to me now or I'll die and it'll be entirely your fault for not helping."

I'm all for helping but this approach just narcs me.

If Chandra wants my help he can ask me earnestly and I'll do what I can.

im not a he but yeah i get your what u mean i put this up so my mom or dad might read when they look at all the sites i go to. i didn't mean for it to be a big fuss and usally i go straight up and say help me but my parents don't listen when i do that and yes i am getting help now so it's all cool sorry bout the fuss and yes i really was holding pills ing my hand and i was bouts to take em but i couldn't cause i relized it was just not right ....................

Small typo on my part, I checked your profile before I answered, apologies.

Glad you're getting help.

sorry but if u were guna kill yourself u wouldnt have posted it on the internet. sorry if u think im"cold hearted" or anything but u r just looking for attention in my opinion

Wow..You know you don't get resurrected like Jesus did on Easter, right?

Its a possibility, like reincarnation, but it isn't likely.

If you need to talk I am ALWAYS here, that goes for anyone, honesty_pays14@hotmail.com on MSN. Send me an email if you want!

Stay strong everyone.
-xx-

STOP WITH THE ATTENTION CRAVING SERIOUSLY~~~~~~~~~~~~~

some say JUST DIE... some say I'M HERE FOR YOU....who wins out who? ?

hi this is deadinsides's friend i don't know if you already know nut she is in the hospital because of depression and atepmt for suicide i'm looking in her stuuf to tey and figure out what happed but i thought you would all like ro know she said you cared and just to let you know she told mr that is wasn't for attention but because she felt that she was use less becausea guy she loved more then anything in the world had gone missing i don't know i agree with you guys thought i think she is selfish don't tell her i said that well got to go bye love deadinside's friend ashley

oh and one more thing my friend deadinside yeah she don't believe in god no more she use to but not no more

someone wants attention

someone wants attention

err...DEFINITELY!!

...

hmmmm

Don't do it! Take it from someone who has came that close before. It's not worth it. Talk to yourself rationally. If you need anything email me as casey_the_ultimate_groupie@hotmail.com , I will help you! DON'T DO IT, PLEASE!

i told my friend deadinside that i posted what happened to her up on her poems thing she is pissed at me now and your all r ight all she wants is attention take it from someone that has known her since the 3rd grade love ashley

Bret-

I agree. It is a burden to put on these people. It's like saying "Okay I'm going to kill myself now, and when I do, you all can feel guilty that i died and you couldn't do anything about it!"

that's exactly what i said to paige's "GOOD BYE" topic.

glad someone else is on the same page as me.

you obviously wanted the help people have offered you darling otherwise you wouldn't have came on here and made such a spectacle of your suicide - you would have gone quietly....

Suicide is the most selfish thing to do.

I mean, what about the people who have cancer? They are struggling for their life, and they may not live. They'd give anything to be healthy and have another chance at life. You have a chance at life. Cherish it. Don't end it too soon, things may suck right now, but nothing is EVER so painful to risk your own precious life.

Think about it.

i'll tell deadinside what you all said