*help me*...please...

I self-harm and I always have thoughts about suiside. My mom is really mean to me. Like she doesn't abuse me or anything, but she yells and curses at me and blames me for everything and I'm afrid to tell anyone anything because if it gets back to her then she will get mad at me. She has grounded me from everything.. even from calling my dad. He is trying to help me through all or everything but I can't tell him everything bacuse he will get upset.
My mom curses at me and gets in my face and yells and she blames me for everything and she calls me heartless and a little shit. I don't really know if I'm depressed or not because I haven't ever been different.
If anyone is there to help me out or just talk to me, that would be awesome

hi there um i've neva answered one of these b4 but i have to tell u i knwo it must be hard, i am in practically the same situation. Ur mum may be upset for many reasons such as knowing you cut and that ur depressed she may be under stress of somekind that u don't knwo of, it would be good for you to sit down and have a talk with ur dad about everything i have to say yes it will upset him at first but it is best for him to find out knwo rather than later or from sumone else or u could always talk to a help line or cousillors anyone like that please let me knwo if i have helped u good luck lots of love °¤sam¤°

well my dad nos that i cut and stuff and that i have thot about suicide its just that my mom is making my my life hell on perpose and it sux that she has to b like that. wat about u? cuzz i said that u were in the same situation kinda.. well i was jw u don't have to say or n e thing .. well ill that to u later i hope c ya

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well at my moms house we don't have a computer and i cant like send him a letter... it sux.. im groudned from everything!

well i can't cuzz like .. its kinda weird but like out mailbox has a lock on it and i would have to ask my mom to get in it

yea half the week im with my dad and he is fighting for full custidy its kool but still hard on my with my mom being a ass about it all tho u no?

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