What kills you inside?

When my faince tells me i am his queen and he doesn't mean it at times...

Queen Ash

Whether he means it or not as long as he loves you.
To me your lucky to have a fiance. I dont have anything.

When I jump out of bed, my longsword drawn ready to fight a dragon for a princess...then i realize I have no sword and there are no dragons.

Dreaming about someone I lost and waking up to relive the fact that they are gone.

That i know there isn't a happily ever after for me...

Queen Ash

Theres a happily ever after when you look to friends or peers.

Girls who hate themselves physically and they're the most beautiful people on Earth.

Depending on how deep an anxiety goes or level. There are ways to ease the attack. Of course if it is chronic you will have to seek professional help. If it is just a mood swing than I would say join in with activities that keep your mind occupied with positive thinking. Are their friends to contact or hang out with? Are there hobbies enjoyed. Is there music or reading or movies? Try to involve with a larger view. Sadness, depression, feeling the blues is mostly temporary unless a mental unbalance (chemical) there you need someone schooled to help. And I know it's hard sometimes to change a mood but it is possible with more you expand your interests in life. Above all else stay away from added negatives.
Mine are more often then not when someone near me passes and the more closer and the more sudden the deeper the feeling. But time heals...

When my poetry daughters want to die and it kills me sooo much inside for i love them like my own flesh and blood

When I go to work and all there is...is negativity and people trying to bring you down.

That life is often dark but that there is alway a light that keeps alluding my hands

My girlfriends past.

People who misunderstanding me and interpret my speech as direct attack up on them.

Human stupidity.

People in my high school.

Well then...

Having let him go but at the same time being happy that i let him go (dead friend....)

Viruses and bacteria, illnesses plus disease that is if I go untreated then it will kill me inside.

Nice on going literal lol

Knowing that every time I give myself to someone, they use me, then throw me away like a piece of trash, a whisper in the breeze of the throw saying that their love was nothing but a mere facade

Awh babe!!!! :( you have me though!!!! :) *hugs hard* love ya babe!!!

Being forgotten. Being seen as only the monster and not the man that I am.

And...

Since I'm military.
Jumping out of my rack to the sound of trumpets and drums with nothing but combat boots and a knife expecting to go into war until I realize that I'm standing in my living room with the tv on. :(

Oh my i'm sorry sweetie i really am sorry for that

When i fall hard and the person i love doesn't love me that way

When i look in the mirror and see that my soul is dead

Knowing my pie is all gone.

^Get another slice, lol.

Uhm, caffeine and nicotine I guess.

I ate it all, Dib. I ate it all. D': </3

lmfao at your nicotine and caffeine comment. Which are my most frequently intaken sources of "nourishment." LOL

Bake a whole new one, or just buy, that'll be quicker, if you can't wait that is.

Yeah, those two, and Im assuming pies too, lol. Maybe I'll add pies to mine too. :D

Nothing since i already got there

Exams -.-

A spider chilling in the corner of my ceiling waiting for me to sleep... I see you, man, waiting I see you!

The fact that there are so many mind-blowingly ignorant and generally just stupid people who are products of our sad world culture.. makes the world a that much more unbearable place.

People that don't realize they have something, and think they have nothing. Life is what you make it.

When people say they know exactly what your going through, when in reality they don't.

When i dream about him and waking up knowing he doesnt feel the same anymore
when i hang out with him and he kisses me and i remember he doesnt want a relationship right now
when i re-read the poems he wrote for me
when i look at pics of us
knowing that we`re best friends and we`ll never be more again

Thinking about my friends and other things I could have said plus all of my problems.

Needing a hug or a kiss and realizing hes halfway across the country confusing my feelings whenever we talk

Needing a hug or a kiss and realizing hes halfway across the country confusing my feelings whenever we talk

My families negative and non caring attitude sigh.