much love to everyone here

hey everybody,

i've been gone for awhile b/c school has been killing me. i wanna be here more often, but my schedule doesn't allow. my life has taken its usual return back into my depressive cycle. i really need a support staff, and i know this place is great for that, even if no one replies, i just need someone to talk to. i read these post and i see so much hurt, sometimes i just don't know what to say. some of you are struggling with the same problems i am, so i don't even know how to comfort you. most of the time i just wanna hug you when i read your desperate cries for help. also, most of the time i just need a hug myself. the only person that i can really talk to is my best friend, but she and i are kinda fighting right now, mostly just b/c we're both really stressed and we're so far apart (we live in different states). so i just need a friend. my pride is telling me that i sound pathetic right now, but pride won't bring me comfort in my unhappiness. so screw pride. i'm willing to be a great friend. matter of fact, i NEED, to be a great friend right now. one love

im sorry if u need to talk im here if u want.... im goin thro tuf stuf 2 so .... yea .. well i duno wat else to say but just hang in there and don't give up hope things will get better (thats wat ppl tell me)

~ShAtTeReD*HeArT~

Hey feel free to talk to me about anything
My friendship is here if you want it :O)

hey, thx guys. i appreciate that. i'm usually really busy with work and/ or school, but i'm on AIM a lot. i'd like to get to know you. my sn is mlkdipdcookie. so feel free to put me on your buddy list and/ or drop me an e-mail, mlkdipdcookie@aol.com, whenever you wanna chat, or just need an ear or a shoulder. i'll do the same. one love