Keep feeling blah

Help is the first thing you get. Believe me no one wants to. No one wants to talk to their parents. No one wants to admit that they need counseling. No one wants to have to go through all the shit in their life. It is worth it though. I was so objective towards all of these things, and I still am a little bit. But even a dense mind like mine can see some of the logic in a situation and realize some of this stuff actually works. Try and find help, and surround yourself with friends that have the same experiences and are willing to listen and help all they can.

I admit