Not changing who I am cause that's what I is

"I was never really good with numbers. I was a dreamy learner. Never completely grounded. You never really have my complete attention. I never did good with numbers. I always multiplied the wrong answers. I was never a fan of fixed truths. My head goes back to that time in class, hazily I remember how all of these truths were imposed on me. So If I am imposing now take it as a lash-back to the good old days. All that we impose on people. All people. People that we love, people that we don't understand or cannot align with. It comes from this feedback loop. We do to others what has been done to ourselves. But I am not apologizing. I am not apologizing for being a shitty person at times. I embraced, resolved, took-in the part that we. We are only here to be continuously mistaken. We are only here to enjoy the bumps, the falls. It was late one afternoon. The crispy night air was settling. And I was feeling ecstatic. And I started howling to the bricklaying thieves. Do not apologize for your tears. Do not apologize for however way you may be. As the cliché notions says: you only learn from your mistakes. And that time when you hurt somebody, yeah that time, it was a mistake. But don't apologize because you gained. You gained a new perspective. You gained insight at the possibilities for Being. So do not apologize. You know when somebody really understands, they wont ask for an apology. They will know that the whole play-thing of being human entails the shitty sonatas you are gonna sing. Don't apologize. Never apologize for who you are. " -Don Juan.

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