Confessions #100

Confession:I know what it's like to be in a crowded room talking to many people and laughing and joking but still being lonely.

Confession:I feel a bit lost right now, in trying to act like I have direction, tyring to act happy and confident but I'm depressed and insecure.

Confession: Mori I'm sorry if I made you feel like I was ignoring you or stringing you along, I'm genuinely very absent-minded, ask purvi, it took about a week to respond to her message and I love the girl to bits, all because I simply got side tracked after reading her messages, and I will email you in time when my life is not so creepy but till then I'll stalk you on Facebook :-P

Confession:
Hazel I blushed when you said I love the girl to bits(as a friend)

Confession: ha ha purvi I apologize for making you blush little sis, but I'm also glad it means you love me just as much :-P (as a sister ha ha)

Confession: I would be happier if i was the only person left on earth.

Confession: Stalk me all you want in Facebook Hazel I don't really go on my facebook much anymore only to add friends and that's it plus I have 3 Facebooks not just one sorry

Confession:I wish I could have got out of my head sometimes,it really gets crowded up there

Confession: It broke my heart when I had to see the assistant to Unique Hearts step down when he was the original one chosen to be an assistant. Hunter I don't know why you stepped down you will always be my friend forever though te amo mi amigo.

Confession: I really miss living in Arkansas and having my family close by.

Confession 2: This Friday will mark an entire year since my grandmother passed away.... I miss her so much. I can't believe its been a year already.

Confession...I want to go to bed so badly on MY own bed not the one here at Job Corps I love this school I do I have lost 16 pounds since I've been here :) but it's not the same as having my bed and pillows and my family around me so I can't wait till a week and a half from now I don't care that I have to wake up at 5a.m. to go wherever I need to go I want to go home and spend Christmas with my family I miss my family, not as much as I know other students here do but I miss my parents.

Edit: I confess it hurts to know that I was stronger than my ex emotionally so that's the reason why we didn't last. >.> I hate being emotionally stronger it's harder for them to think they are worthy of you.

Confession: I know I'm ready to leave the state for college but deep down I am the slightest bit afraid.

Confession :I still haven't moved on from my ex. Wished she wasn't in my school would have been easier to deal with.

Confession :Now that I see the one I love in pain, the one who has crushed me, I don't feel any happiness to see her in such a position. Just a vague sense of sympathy and also a want to call her and tell her that it won't lead her anywhere.

Confession: I wish I could help her more than I am.

Confession: I'm tired I fell asleep at 1am in the morning and woke up at 5:55am

Confession: i miss my music

Confession: sleepless nights are rough

Confession: I did a great thing today. it deserves.

Confession: I lost a friend today.