My farewell

O come on guys why don't you crucify me already?? Silvershoe, Sher... ?? I make it easy for you. go ahead I am ready, I am like a lamb who embraces his fate and is ready for the sacrifice ceremony, of you unobtrusive devil worshipers....
I know shedding my blood is a sensation you are suppressing under your ID, your instinctive fangs.
You could not do One job that you are born for : crucifixion!! You are like queer wolves . BOB would have kill me ten times by now. Have you lost your origin already? How ungrateful of you.

I was still too much of an outlaw when I went to the box with you noir and bob . Sherry's verses cut me like a knife while her bible weighed heavy on my head

listen to this for old time sake real meaning

http://youtu.be/qFSA8-pxrqc

"many a young maid lost her baubles to my trade"
I think we all know how painful that can be !

"from hell's heart I stab at thee"

Melville?
Kahn?
The Brave Little Toaster?

And this is how One stands on the table dear Darren without wobbling. It is what takes to be: A true captain!!

Interesting ddavidd you want your account destroyed? And if so why?

I don't like how Bob ran things. If I did, I wouldn't be on this site either because he despised me and tried (succeeded several times) to suspend me.
Regardless of what you might think, I don't despise you or anyone here, and I hope I treat everyone fairly. I wish you would keep some opinions to yourself, but I certainly won't penalize you for posting them.

-Jane

P.S. No one wants you to leave.

^^ "Interesting ddavidd you want your account destroyed? And if so why?"

That is not what he is asking for, m'dear.

I do not wish for it
I see the urge in the sparkle in their fangs
I give them green light to hell!!!

Ddavidd quit saying that! God in Heaven I think you're paranoid hun

He yearns to see the urge

Either me or the or the construction of this world
take a pick
haha I know which one you are going to choose
This is the force that construe the continuance

*rolls eyes* Ddavidd take a deep breathe and let out since I'm sure the Mods will not delete your account

You're sure now but you haven't lived my life in this site. Call it paranoia, every post I make, I make sure is documented.
They hacked in my PM here, they changed or deleted my privet massages. They erased the ddavidd's file to get rid of all their wrong doings documents, after I signed back right in this mod generation. They accused me wrongly of stalking a woman I hardly knew, to get rid of me because I speak my mind. THEIR HANDS ARE SO DIRTY MY FRIND!!
As I said you have not lived my life in this site.

Ddavidd no offense hun that made me laugh a little bit I wish the mod deleted all my messages! No I'm just kidding it actually sounds horrible someone deleting your stuff I know I wouldn't like it if someone deleted or changed my stuff since they would need my permission so I'll say this Ddavidd I'm sorry for what has happened in the past even if it wasn't my doing

If a mod did any of those things, they would not only be demoted, but suspended. We have no way of hacking private messages. That's a huge infringement of privacy and we wouldn't accept that power even if offered it. When are you suggesting this happened? I remember a member discovered you could hack into PM's by changing their ID #, but that was years ago, and the glitch was resolved.

Some of you may recall a member hacked into my club using a similar method. Hm.

Jane are you saying that once ago someone could've hacked into MY account by changing the IP address every person has? God that sounds horrible thank God I joined later in 2013

I am only answering your questions. It has nothing to do with you. The past is past. But nothing is intrinsically changed. Are they nicer people? yes. Are they blinded to the core of justice . Yes you could bet your life on it. Are they unwilling to learn?? Absolutely yes. Are they mean about it ? no!! They are rather nice. That is why I call them queer fangs. They are not aggressive to the truth , they are simply numbed to it. And what I hate the most in people is indifference.

I don't blame you for hating the indifference we convey, but as a mod, it's something you have to learn in order to put out flames without getting burned. It's not indifference, per say, but a cool, non-reactionary approach. I'm by no means indifferent to the site. This is my online home.

No, you could not hack an account, but you could hack into private messages. Open up a private message and you will see "id=####" at the end of the search bar, I believe. You could try different numbers and private messages within the site would be brought up. I don't think you could see the sender/receiver, but the content of the message was visible. Huge infringement of privacy. We tried to keep the glitch quiet and prevent it from being used, but there wasn't much we could do besides issue warnings. No way to tell if anyone was abusing the glitch. Anyway, Janis fixed it. No way to hack now :)

Larry's mention of The Brave Little Toaster
made me think of the priest that after he successfully performed an exorcism on a toaster asked the owner why he just did not dispose of the possessed appliance .

The owner said "well it made damn good toast before it scorched profane words on my bread"

It depends on the indifference Ddavidd sometimes you have to be indifferent to the petty fights or the petty arguments that are born into the site whether it's from a post here in the open discussion boards or to their own clubs and cause trouble then they have to seek action. The Mods are here to only keep the lines in check not to make the trouble worse. That being said my earlier comment about taking a deep breathe and letting it go is going to be said again. Many people say things whether in anger or in calmness that they later regret or don't it often helps to take a deep breathe and think it all out.

Jane thank you for answering my paranoia I wouldn't want anyone to see my personal messages as they are mine to see or to send thank you again for insuring my doubts are killed in the bud.

Okay Jane In the spirit of the truth who erased the ddavidd's file? Why? Why no one erased the hundreds other files of members that are suspended.

Ask Italian Stallion: I complained about Share when she privately insulted me and threatened me and all the sudden that post was disappeared from my PM. He said he is going to look in to it . I never got fallow up. If he say I was mistaking I would accept and drop it right now.

Oh lol, ddavidd. Leave you to it then.

Ah. I remember that now. Well, it can't hurt to keep important posts and messages documented. It's unfortunate that secondary proof would be necessary, but I've learned through personal experience to keep copies of anything I feel could be important.

When I was with Comcast for internet, they tried to charge me excess fees THREE TIMES. It felt great having the evidence to shut them up :]

Somehow I kind of learned it too Jain

The toaster thing was hilarious though

In the spirit honesty I might be mistaking about that event( my PM) because my father was passing away and I was very disturbed. I vaguely remember I dropped my charge then.

No, you could not hack an account,

^^^^

If this is the case Jane, can you explain to me how my poems on a previous account disappeared before my very eyes, along with my pms while I was still signed in when I refused to remove something from my profile when asked by a previous mod?

Hellon, I wish I had an answer for you. I can only hope it was something glitchy with the site. Actually, we can delete poems, so maybe that's what happened? Poems are only deleted if they are breaking site rules ((and you have been given warning(s) and time to make the necessary changes)). We can delete pm's too I think, but only if they're complained on by the sender/recipient. Could that explain what happened?

"Some of you may recall a member hacked into my club using a similar method. Hm."

^You left out the most important part of the story, Jane! Wars broke out, spears were thrown, clubs burned to the ground and members had to find shelter in different places. Two new clubs were formed, one clubs members were fragmented by their thoughts, the other made up of moon dancers.

These days the site is a lot more secure, no more trojan wars.

Hellon, I am sure that was strange to witness. It does sound very unexplainable apart from the logic Jane has given. I do however think that it was most likely a glitch.

No Jane, that doesn't not even come close to an explanation. I'm talking about over 200 poems (none of which were breaking any rules) because, as stated earlier, I was asked...no threatened...by a previous mod to remove something from my profile....I was given 10 minutes to comply or have my account deleted...not suspended...deleted. I was still signed in when the poems disappeared so, did this mod hack my account? Is there some other explanation?

I have no idea. That's disturbing. It takes time to delete a poem, so 200 at once? I'm stumped. Even if your account was hacked, how was everything deleted within minutes?

"^You left out the most important part of the story, Jane! Wars broke out, spears were thrown, clubs burned to the ground and members had to find shelter in different places. Two new clubs were formed, one clubs members were fragmented by their thoughts, the other made up of moon dancers."

I almost added more, but I was worried my biased perspective of what happened would make me sound bitter. I'm not bitter at all. I learned a lot from the experience. Oh, and what you described is exactly what happened! Especially the spear-throwing bit, haha.

Hellon, quite frankly, it was not necessary to hack nor would a glitch be needed.
Each mod has the power to delete poems.

The act you describe would categorically be a callous abuse of power calling for demotion of the moderator if it occurred as you described. For that I apologize to you on behalf of the site.
Likewise, ddavidd, for whatever peccadilloes you suffered at the hands of prior mods, I am truly sorry.

EDIT:

Michael: Still waiting

Well...my theory Jane...the account was hacked and, the mod pressed delete account which made all the poems go at the same time, together with all the pms, some of which backed up what I had posted on my profile so...it also got rid of any evidence I had to prove my case.

Still no crucifixion

I apologize as well. I hope you are both able to trust the current team to not be abusive.

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Not pretty, but what crucifixion ever is?

I wasn't looking for an apology from you guys...none of this was your fault and I would not have brought it up if Jane hadn't said accounts could not be hacked into. And, as no explanation has been enough to change my mind...I still think my account was hacked into by this mod...there is no other way I know of that 200 poems could disappear so quickly.

If you want sympathy ( as my teacher use to say) go look up dictionary between shit and syphilis.
Sorry my sublime.

Crucifixion is when thy make a good BBQ of a lame with some lemon and onion , so not forget salt and pepper, f you like to play chess.

Now you're talking: BBQ lamb!
Throw on some fryer chickens and slices of squash!

Damn, ddavidd, you do throw a fine farewell feast!

Do not celebrate too fast; first you have to kick me out first.

Hell no!
We're making you the chief cook and metaphorist.

If you keep asking to be kicked out, we might have to do it or else lose our standard of niceness. It's cruel to deny a man his only wish.