Confession #101

Confession: I'm nervous about therapy

I started my new trade today and I can't wait to finish this trade and try CNA next since it will help my parents live a more confortable life.

Confession: I opened myself up again and I am absolutely terrified of being hurt.

Confession: it's inevitable. I'm going to get hurt. He's going to the marines and I'm going out of state for college. I waited for 6 years and finally it's happening right before we both graduate. Why why why

Confession: I guess I'll die of tension today night... I still have 9 poems and 8 prose to still prepare for my literature exam tomorrow and it's 9:40 pm now...
This is torture... Exams should be banned. :'(

Confession: My bf is in the marines and while I'll wait for him I only dream of the day I will eventually die so I can see the ones that I lost.

^^You too?!

Confession: I let it happen. These feelings. There's no going back now

Confession: feels as if there is a time bomb inside my brain... My brain is on the verge of exploding... Ka boom!

Hannah yeah my bf left before Christmas break I have his messages and it warms my heart up when I read them, Purvi honey you will be fine when you pass your exams ^-^ I unfortunately have to be in trade for a year since I want to do 3 trades.

Confession: I'm in Office Administration and I hate going back to English I sucked at it.

I'm waiting for Saturday afternoon...so that lastly after a week ill sleep ....oh i'm already excited...

Confession: I made it and did the math :)

And now I'll sleep at last..after a week...feels like heaven

LMAO Purvi that's funny to me

Confession: I got the guts to email him but I need a massage because I'm so tense from our conversations and it's killing me inside

Mori Chan but it was nightmarish to me ...why us it funny???

Confession: I wanna burn the heart of all those guys who irritate her...i feel ashamed I didn't know about it till now :'( how could I not...

Purvi honey it's funny because I'm going through the same hell, except mine doesn't seem like a hell I hide everything that hurts me and keep on smiling. The man that is killing me inside is my own step-brother because I really don't know what to do, it's confusing to me to try and understand the vilian of my life.

Confession I'm so confused right now, I don't know what's right and what's wrong and I'm all about morality but now I don't know.

Confession: I'm ruining away from the sounds of the bombing by listening to Miley Cruz... What a crazy world!

Confession: My anger has gotten worse and out of control and I just need to shut myself out from everything else!

Confession: I'm fat and a waste

Hannah don't think like that....every one is born for a reason and for something...I bet many people envy you cause they wanna be like you :) atleast i do ;)

Confession:
why are all my friends hurting and going through creepy crappy stuff.I swear to god if i ever meet those people who are hurting them, that will be the worst day for those retarded people.

^ Don't worry honey and Hannah you're drop dead gorgeous!!! And not a waste.

Confession: I signed up for anger management classes *sighs* I really need them to keep my sanity and lately I've been loosing it so badly!

Confession...I might take another break from PQ, it's for the best.

Confession: one day I'll be living in a big old city and all you all are ever gonna be is mean...and one day I'll be big enough

Confession: Perhaps it's time to stop thinking about the future.

Confession: I can't wait for prom night. I'm going to be wild. I mean it is my last year.

Confession:

As the anniversary dates roll by I cannot help but be immersed in sadness. I am trying so hard to force myself to continue on with every day life, but I cannot. This sadness is paralyzing me.

Confession:

The reason why I haven't a friend
I am an iceberg- cold, drifting, only showing 10 percent
Perpetuate thus my thoughts, actions, wealth I respresent
Only demonstrate what I poetically orchestrate
For vicious circles of intentions malicious
The ship(s) sunken by the unmoved but not other way around
How uncomplicated a concept, for the (un)avoidable, so sound
Ever alone from beginning to end

Confession: I am a butterfly with broken wings

Confession: I failed to understand what's on his mind.

Confession: hopefully spring will come soon

Confession: I hardly come on anymore, I'm too busy living my life to really give a damn about anyone else that's not in my school as I see them 27/7 quite literally since I live on campus and don't live back home, I sometimes feel like shit when I think about them and then hate myself for getting depressed.

Confession: haha i'm so glad I didn't have to go to that stupid farewell..and am so glad this time nobody could force me and pressurize me to go to it and I didn't break my promise to myself of not going to it. Lols... I know i'm weird

^ how was your prom Hannah??? By the way when is it???

Confession: I'm cold inside when I want to be, and the majority of the time I want to be cold, so I am.

Confession: I am going vegetarian

Eh, pescatarian

Confession: as the dates are getting closer.. My tension is increasing incredibly ... I'm already a little tired ofs studying so much

Confession: I'm nervous

Confession: My taste in anime is very twisted but I can't help but love it.

Confession: I let him into my mind and now I'm screwed

Confession: I hate not taking long showers, they tend to screw up my karma.

Confession: I love flirting with others, but when in reality I mean nothing by it.

Confession: Bad boys.

NO, redneck bad boys.

Enough said.

Confession: I guess my wish of doing things with the snap of my fingers will never get fulfilled and nor my wish to stop time....
I'm going to nail it..and achieve it...an d rock it....i know I can and I will....i will...but this element of time is my only constraint.....but still I'll do it and achieve it....

^ Good luck Purvi, you'll ace those exams hon don't worry about it.

Confession: My shirt smelled like a dude's colone so I put it in the washer ^-^ who ever said that lust could be a pain?