Confessions #102

Confession: I haven't even tried to fall asleep yet and it's 3 AM. Not sure if that's a good or bad thing

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Confession: I am not sore.

Confession: I have two new burns to add to my collection :/ and they are kind of sore...

Confession:
I love Taylor swift...she is my biggest inspiration...

I don't know about you but i'm feeling 22..

Confession:

There are days when I want to give
up all hope, then I think of what I
gained, and I don't give up

Some days, even months go by and
I'm destroyed by memories and
others I'm completely sane, but still
dead inside, and today is one of
those days.

Dairies aren't enough to me anymore
They record your life by your own
hand yet mine write the past not the
future that I know I will have.

Its soon going to be alright mori chan everything will be just fine....like i told you my good luck is shining brightly and im sharing it with all my friends ....so evrything is going to be bright even for you ;)

Confession: i love how she sends me the 'STUDY' message :p

and i couldn't stop smiling until half an hour when Sao texted me wishing me all the best and not to worry cause well i worry a lot.

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^ Purvi I only send it because you should be STUDYING, instead of here, (which no offence to anyone) is what you should be DOING. I am here because I don't really need to study since my work is different and this is for pleasure.

Confession: I am far too scary when I want something I will stop at nothing to get it.

Confession: I am having a mini-anxiety attack.

Confession: I finally feel free of a burden...phew...what a relief

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Confession:

I'm fat
I need to exercise or I will never be my ideal size
I miss my boyfriend
I miss the conversations we had all day.
I miss the wooing that was there for us to only see.
I hate that people are trying to make me cheat on my boyfriend.
I hate that people think I'm lying when I say I have a boyfriend.
I hate people that just don't know when to stop bugging me, so I avoid them in my dorm.
I hate becoming what I was in high school.

Confession: I think the golden days of this site gone with the wind :(

Awe I'm sorry love

Confession: I'm not burning with passion as I once was.

Confession: I thought I knew which college I wanted, but now I don't know...

Confession:I screwed up my board paper cried about it for a couple of hours and then had the best day in weeks,while everyone around was worrying.Does this make me abnormal or disoriented or something??

No that makes you smart.it's best to forget about out cause you cannot rewrite it our change out or do anything about it.no use repenting...the only thing you can do is cover up in the next exam.and it's best to forget or else you won't study properly for the next

I agree with Purvi, hon don't stress away for a term paper, I agree what you did was smart.

Confession: I like my new colored nails, after being stood up I went and got my nails done in a teal and pretty purple and they look so pretty, I'm so happy about my skin color now they seem to radiant happiness.

Nice to hear that Mori Chan...now stay happy okay :)

Confession: oh my goodness, I love Taylor swift like hell..i am more than obsessed with her. She is my biggest biggest inspiration.

Yeah you two are right ,it's best that I leave it behind.A paper can't affect my life.
Confession: I have come to love betrayal. Like it's the only thing I've come to expect from people and surprisingly, it isn't affecting the way I behave.Maybe that's cause I was a loner anyway.

^Loner? hmm does it matter that you are a loner? No you have me and the club once the damn members are active again anyways, you can always message my daughters and they will help you along the way! :)

Confession: I am looking into what CPS really does and what it is because I still don't know if I want to be working in CPS or as a social worker.

Thats very kind of you mori but i am in a stage where the best thing i can do is stay away from people who care about me else i'l end up hurting and thus losing them forever. That's why i have even stopped talking to my parents too

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Happy realization. But you arent the biggest one.

Confession: Letting a boy sway where you go to college is wrong, but he's so wonderful and i am so afraid to let him go.

^Yup that's pretty much the truth, but just because you're going to different colleges doesn't mean you can't have a relationship.
Purvi you're not the biggest idiot that award lands on my lap.

Confession: I'm paranoid, and think that he's going to die, even though I don't even know where the fuck he is. Urgh John come back to me alive babe...

Confession: I'm a racquet-aholic. I'm not happy till I am hurting in one part of my body, because that means I worked out, truly worked out.

Confession: I smoked.Not proud of it can't keep it in anymore.

^^thanks Mori, it's just I'm going out of state and he's staying in Texas.

Confession: I'm ready but not ready to go shopping for prom. It's fun but a struggle!

LMAO Hannah I didn't even shop for prom then again I find it a dumb reminder of what a dumb girl I was in high school you can't believe how stupid I was... but you can STILL have a relationship. I am currently have a relationship with a man in the military and it's eating me apart if he's alright or not.

Confession: I'm such a fat cow.

If it's of any consolation Mori I'm around 200 lbs and I haven't lost spirit as soon as I am done with my boards I am going to hit the gym and get fit and I know you can too.

^I'm heavier than you but not by long I am going to hit the gym with a vengeance and by God I'm going to lose so much weight I will be pretty much toned from head to toe.

Confession: I'm going to be ruthless when I go to the gym.

I know you will do great.
Confession: I have finally drifted apart. No more connections with school friends.Yes this is the way I behave I meet ou and go away without any warning.

Confession : i'm just so exited for these exams to get over..

Confession: I am drooling all over Lost Girl season one because all the characters make you fantise all night long lol

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Confession: I'm a little bit sick.

Oh Mori Chan you'll get fine...it's gonna be alright..

Confession : one day I'll be living in a big old city and all you'll ever gonna be is mean, some day I'll be big enough so you can't hit me and you'll ever gonna be is mean.

Oh Mori Chan you'll get fine...it's gonna be alright..

Confession : one day I'll be living in a big old city and all you'll ever gonna be is mean, some day I'll be big enough so you can't hit me and you'll ever gonna be is mean.

Confession: I'm emotionally numb again.

Confession: Yeah so I love Taylor Swift but DANG I forgot how much I loved my metal music. Like, dang. It is my ultimate jam