it's been a year now...

thats very sad to hear. i would be torn just as you if one of my close friends died. that mustve been terrible for you. its a hard thing when you need someone so much, but they feel that they dont want to live anymore. i really hope that youll be okay and remember what they wouldve wanted and that they want you to be strong. remeber that they will always be with you and they will help you in your grief.

never forget her, instead just let go of the pain. i think to really feel a lot better, you have to recognize that she is in a better place and that that is what she wanted. recognize that, though you cant see her anymore, shes always there and that you should continue on with your life, that im sure is what she wouldve wanted. but definately forget her, just let go a bit. hope it will help and that you feel better soon. loosing someone is always difficult.

Im sooo srry about your friend! You need to never forget her and she is always there in spirit. You will make it through

Wow, I am so sorry about your friend hun! I hope you have people around to help you feel better.. Love you much..