All my poems are about him but he doesn't know who i am

  • Nat the dreamer
    19 years ago

    This is mostly a rambling, ranting post, haha.

    I just recently moved to a new city this summer. On my first day of school, I saw him. It really was love at first sight. I couldn't take my eyes off of him... Let me tell you about him, after this I'll be in all smiles...

    He's 16, a little taller then me ( I'm 5'5). He's in 10th grade and I'm in 9th. He surfs *sighs*. He is kind of skinny, has freckles on his nose, a slight underbite (don't ask, i like guys with underbites), longish dirty blonde hair, the most gorgeous ice blue eyes, a nice tan. He's SHY. He's taking all honors classes with a 3.8 gpa. He plays soccer. His mom is a teacher...he's so nice...

    but he doesn't know who i am. I talk to him online sometimes because I got his screen name from a friend.My friend thinks he likes me, because she says he's always staring at me (hence my poem: I need you). I've only talked to the boy once, when I asked him how he broke his arm. I'm getting more obsessed by the minute, and it seems as if I can't stop thinking about him. I'd do anything just to be with him, (hence my poem: Just A Girl In Love With You)

    Oh I could go on forever about this. Sometimes I get the feeling that he does have a SLIGHT crush on me, because he always looks at me from the corner of his eyes, and whenever I walk past him I can feel his eyes on me. Also when he walks by he glances at me, walks a little faster , glances again...

    But this could all be wishful thinking. I am so scared. I am so nervous. If he found out how much I feel for him, I would just break. I can't even speak to him. I start to shake, twiddle my thumbs, tap my foot, chew on my pen....

    And if he liked me...he'd talk to me, right?

  • Nat the dreamer
    19 years ago

    I wish it were that easy. But I don't want to scare the poor boy off...I would never be able to walk into spanish class ever again if he knew...

  • AGirlWorthFightingFor
    19 years ago

    Well, whatever you do, Don't give him any of your poetry!

    When you talk to him, try focusing less on your feelings about him, and instead focus on him. Tell him how cool he is, talk about something he's into, give him compliments. Let him know how you feel, then let him take it from there.

  • Nat the dreamer
    19 years ago

    that's probably the best advice I've ever gotten. Thanks soo much. I really appreciate it!