my Life

  • Jonny
    21 years ago

    Well what do you feel like is missing, anything at all? O.o Is it the friendships? Or the sense of family? I'm thinking perhaps you just need the feeling of being part of something... If not, you might be feeling that you aren't yourself...

    What I can say is that, the feeling is felt by all people. It might be a sense of insecurity, or something similar. Is it that you feel there's nothing within you? O.o

    The best thing is to search for yourself. Who are you, what you are and what you need. If you already know these things, I'm sure the feeling will fade as long as you keep yourself busy.

  • Rachel
    21 years ago

    Hi there hunny.
    I hear you completly. I have suffered from depression for almost 7 years now. I have two different personalities. The person everyone sees and loves and thinks is 'really funny', and then the sad, screaming, empty person inside. As you said, my BF does fill up some of that emptiness, but it always comes back.
    I just want you to know, your not alone. Whenever you feel like that, cry. Cry until your eyes hurt. It will make you feel so much better. Other things that help me are writing. Whenever Im sad, I'll write a poem, and to be honest, they are usually the best because my feelings and emotions are so strong.
    Go shopping, treat yourself, but most importantly, talk to somebody. You do not want this to progress. Find out if there is a history of deprssion in your family. Never keep things bottled up, that can make your emotions haywire and you'll become a walking bomb.
    Belive me, I know what I'm talking about.
    Feel free to email me about whatever you want, whenever you want.
    Simak4@mailcity.com

    : )

  • Rachel
    21 years ago

    Come on Cheryl!!!!
    Do you really need a man? I know it hurts now, but he sounds like a worthless peice of sh*t anyway. go buy yourself something nice, or ask someone out on a date, turn up wherever you know he'll be (with a date, or your friends) and show him that your having a great time. Don't talk to him. Just jump around, laugh and if he talks to you, say hi. But thats it.I swear.. it'll kill him. Its a really good way of saying..."Now, f*ck you."
    Other than that, you'll be fine.

    Rachel
    (Sorry... I'm having a weird day)

  • ScarredSoul
    19 years ago

    lalala

  • xRachelx
    19 years ago

    Cheryl Ann, Welcome to life. Everyone feels like that at some point.