Something inside is killing me.......

Suscide, su-a-side, not matter witch way i say is it won't stop coming into my head. I have been cutting for about 5 years now(scince i was 9-13) i really need help. My bestfriend says that the pain will go away, but here i am,still beggin for help. please if u have ANY advice(about cutting or suscide) email me mouthy_me101@yahoo.com . I have an online diary, if u really wanna know whats going on with me http://www.shydepression.blogspt.com I need help!!

Firstly it's spelt suicide... ;-)
I agree with the above post- just hang in there.

this should be in sadness and depression