can someone help is this bad or what

ive been with my boyfriend for a year and i am 6 and a half months pregnant with his baby he is my only friend and i wish i had him back but he cheated on me with his friends ex-girlfriend and now she is 3 months pregnant with his baby we stopped talking 2 days ago and now he is getting suicidal and i really miss him all i do is think of him i cant even sleep and if i do it is about what he did to me he kind of chose her over me

she claims her mother doesn't believe in them i was going to kick her a$$ myself and give her one i am 6 and a half months and i love my child

6 and a half months is too late to do an abortion anyway, I dont think it is an option now (even if you wanted to, which you dont).

The kind of man (boy) that would do that to you is the type of man (boy) who will be inconsistant in your childs life and end up doing more damage as a father than if he were just never there. You have to be mature, because now you are thinking of your child, not just yourself, and have a conversation with the babies dad about his responsibilities and what he is obligating himself to. He cannot walk in and out of yours and the babies life, whether you two decide to stay together or whether he just wants to be the babies father seperate from a relationship with you, that decision needs to be made. Preferably before the baby is born.

As for your problems, you deserve better, if there werent a baby involved in this situation I would tell anyone else that they needed to move on and find someone who can offer you the same love and devotion that you will give them. This is a hard decision, but dont expect to change him. He needs to grow up- maybe having a baby will do it, but regardless, you have to do the right thing for you and your child.

he has always been supportive of me throughout my whole pregnancy and his first priority is his child he buys me food and takes good care of me when ever he is around he went to rehab just to stop smoking for the baby so he is not an inconsistant father