Well its finally happened

well this is it, i finally got upset enough at school today that i ended up using the metal off a floppy disk to cut my wrist, it didnt cut deep enough to bleed so bad but im not sure if im going to be able to stop. im not sure what to do, i know iv read alot of threads on here about cutting and stuff but i just wanted to start my own topic. Im not sure wether to tell my mom or my gf about it or not. My gf is the reason for all this but i have the heart to keep it from her because i know shell get upset and so will my mom. The fact though is it doesnt even seems she cares anymore. I dont even feel like a bf to her anymore. I feel like a used dog whos trained to listen to their master. I know this sounds pathetic but im hoping she realizes what shes doin and will stop but i have waited long enough and it still hasnt stopped. Anyone got any advice? me and hers been goin for about a year now and it seems everything has gone down hill and in the beginning we bothe told eachother if we lost one another we would go crazy, well im goin crazy bein with her but i dont want her doin something that might hurt herself. I need some help

Take control. Tell her to shut it when she's annoying you. Don't be aggressive of sarcastic, be plain and honest. If you're alone tell her to shut up and kiss you.

Don't be afraid to be assertive. The more you get lead about like a dog the more you'll behave like one. She'll either dump you or cheat on you if this continues. Don't let her control you, control yourself.

Plus it will make you feel better about yourself.

well thanks, and i believe your absolutely right about this. Youd think that would be a pretty low thing for a gf to do to their own bf dont you think? That is just F*** up

hey if you ever need to talk you cna email me or add me on messenger
hotchick974@hotmail.com
hope ur ok.
Bianca
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Thanks Bianca Ill see to it. I think i do need someone to talk to. My girlfriend is just out of it right now. She doesnt even realize the anger shes showing towards me whenever we talk. Its like everything i say she has to get angry or smart about it. Im gettin pretty tired of it. The only thing holding me back is the fact her mom is in the hospital and has two blood clots in her lungs. I hope she gets better

u can always talk to me, i understand what ur goin thru

irresistible_999@hotmail.com

thanks my sn is ecleticbeing3912 on aol, just im me and we can talk

~cheers~

tell her but since its your first time please try to get help b4 it gets worse need talk imme TryNmakeMeUrs420 thts aim and my email is on my site....
tell your mom if not ur gf please dont let it go any longer
trust me it gets harder

Im really sorry that this has happened...stay strong...

if you ever want to talk im here
ktsmalls21389@yahoo.com

xX-Katherine-Xx

its hard to stop once you start so please do not do this again. i think that you need to talk to your girlfriend you obvisly need to talk about whats happening you dont have to mention what you have done just let her no how you feel!
i hope ive helped in away if you wana chat more my email is its_always_best_to_smile@hotmail.com

lilkitxxxx