I lost the only thing that I have ever loved.

I dont know if this counts as a 'sadness and depression' topic...but I'm more sad and depressed that anything. I sad something really bad to a guy that I loved after he said that he was drifting away from me. I can't stand it. and I need to apologize...but I have no clue what to say. I said what i said out of anger, and I didnt mean to say it, although it was true. please help...

ps. I told him that he had hurt me more than helped me...

Write a poem to him with your feelings? or a letter? or just see what comes out your mouth when you say it. If he really has hurt you more than helped you maybe he isn't good for you. xx

kelly i noticed u have no poems n shit, whys tht? x

The question is, are you really sorry? Quite often we think we say things in anger and don't mean it .. but we do. If you are desperatly sorry and what you said was in the heat of the moment - a simple appology would suit. If he won't accept it was a mistake then he isn't worth it.